"_______, i'm hungry... Cook me some food." Jimin said, he grabbed ahold of your arm and he rested his head on your shoulder. You smiled and pushed him off, laughing.
"What do you want to eat?" You asked. Jimin smiled. "Whatever you make."
You got up and cooked a simple meal, chicken fried rice, sausages on the side, with some side dishes. As you were putting his food in a plate, his arms wrapped around your waist, resting his head on your shoulder. You laughed. "What are you doing?" She asked, Jimin kissed your cheek. You smiled, your heart beating quickly, he always made you feel like this.
"What do you think about marrying me?" Jimin asked, your heart stopped, you turned and looked at him with a huge smiled on your face.
"That would be a dream come true." You answered, kissing his lips lightly. He pinched your cheeks and smiled softly. "You're so beautiful." It had been 4 years since you've dated Jimin, even though all your friends and your mom and sister disapproved of him. No one supported your relationship with him, you sometimes wondered what was so bad about this sweet little ball of sunshine that kept that smile on your face every time you were down and crying. He was your first love, and he was the sweetest man you've ever met.
You were so madly in love with him, all the things he did for you, he was so caring, so dorky, and so strong. He stood up for you when people said bad things about you, when people acted as if you weren't there. He was the man who brought the light out of you.
"Come eat." You said, you placed the plate on the table and he sat down quickly, eating as soon as he sat down. You put your elbow on the table as you rested your chin on your hand, smiling at Jimin's reaction to your food.
"Is it good?" You asked, he nodded and took a sip of his water bottle.
"I'll get fatter at this rate." He answered, you laughed. Your stomach having butterflies, you gritted your teeth to keep yourself from screaming out in happiness. You watched him finish his food, and you had to get him another water bottle. He washed the dishes with you and you began to picture how it'd be if you married Jimin.
"I love you." Jimin whispered, almost as if he didn't want you to hear it. "I love you more." You replied back, leaving him smiling like an idiot.
"Since it's so early, let's go on a simple date." Jimin suggested, you nodded. As you were getting ready to go your mom and sister got home. Jimin greeted them and they exchanged greetings. You came downstairs and saw that they all began to share some kind of stare with one another but you ignored it.
"Let's go!" You said happily, linking arms with him. He smiled and nodded, repeating after you. Your mom and sister, Seul Gi, watched as you walked out the door and they began to glare at you. "They need to break up, right mom?" Seul Gi asked, your mom smiled. "They will."
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After your ice cream date with Jimin, he began to complain. "It's snowing and I can't believe that you wanted to eat ice cream." Jimin said, getting into his car.
You stared at him. "Sorry... I have been craving the melon ice cream for a while now." You apologized and it made Jimin feel bad, he looked down and started the engine.
"I can't even be mad at you if you apologize like that!" Jimin whined, you pinched his cheek.
"I'm sorry, forgive me..." You said, he smiled a cheesy smile. "I was never mad." Jimin assured, you smiled at him. Staring at his monolids. "You're so handsome."
He dropped you off at home and he went home, you went inside and all your friends were there. You smiled.
"Hi! I'm back." You said, they all had a frown on their face.
"Did you go out with Jimin again?" Hyorin asked, you put your hands on your hip.
"We're dating." You snapped back at her. Yuna and Yumi dragged you to the living room with the rest.
"Let's hang out tonight!" Jae Kyung said, smiling. Hyorin shook her head, "Let's have a sleep over!"
"But I'm busy later!" Ji Na said, she groaned. You smiled, forcefully.
"I'm busy too... Sorry." You said, they all looked at you. "I mean, it's Jimin's birthday tomorrow." You pointed out, everyone groaned and got up.
"You party pooper." Hyo Rin said, he pinched your cheeks.
"We should head out anyways." Yuna said, she left and all the other girls left together. You went up to your room and began to wrap Jimin's present you bought him, a brand new pair of Jordan's, customized with your name and Jimin's name. You were planning on surprising him tomorrow when he comes to pick you up. After wrapping up the present, you decided to sleep, early.
Waking up early, Jimin should be coming soon, you got up and got ready, your sister and your mom must not be awake yet. You got ready and hid inside the closet, you ended up waiting until Jimin came and you put your phone on silent.
For some odd reason, your mom woke up and you were about to open the closet until she opened the door, and with an ugly fake sweet voice she said "I don't think ______'s home, you want to have a quickie?" You were confused, but also twisted with anger. You thought your mom hated Your boyfriend but what the fuck was she doing? Fucking him?
You heard someone bump into the closet door, then moaning. You felt hurt, angry, and betrayed. You were disgusted and tears were streaming down your cheeks, you had to talk to Seul Gi about mom. You tried covering your ears as he slammed into your mom, fucking her against the door your hid behind.
You couldn't stop crying.
You were going to open the door in anger and catch them but you wanted to give Jimin a chance, a chance to confess to you, and a chance to explain himself. You cried the whole time, listening to your mom reach her orgasm and as Jimin cummed inside the condom he used. You knew that you needed to talk to Seul Gi. "Amazing as always, Jimin-Ah." You covered your ears, shocked and traumatized.
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A Reason To Live
Fanfiction! Mentions Su!cide ! You find out that your boyfriend of 4 years had an affair. You had been planning to get married soon. How do you deal with the pain and how do you move on from this? Is there even a reason to live anymore?
