A Reason To Live

Chapter 3

Jimin was scared, afraid that you'd die. He didn't want you to find out like this, and he tried to stop last month, but it just didn't go his way.

He watched you slice your arm, you were crazy, he viewed you as crazy. But he couldn't just run off and let you die alone, he had to help you, it wasn't that he didn't love you, he cared deeply for you. He wasn't going to let you die in his arms, he wasn't going to give you what you wanted, he acted out of his own selfishness.

You woke up, to find yourself in a hospital room. And there they were, the people who were the source of your broken heart.

Every single one of them were there, Seul Gi, your mom, Hyorin, Yuna, Yumi, Jaekyung, Ji Na. Why were they here? To be two faced bitches, and throw in some sweet talk for you? To care for you? Or to hurt you? Why were you still alive? Why were you in the hospital? Why weren't you dead?

"Unnie! You're up?" Seul Gi asked, her and the girls ran over to you. You stared coldly at them, something you had never done. The feeling of betrayal creeped up into your mind again.

"Get lost." You warned.

"How could you act like that to us?" Your mom spewed, acting as if she deserved your respect and love.

"I don't want to see any of you fucking whores, get the fuck outta here!" You screamed, you took out the IV needle and grabbed a nearby vase, you threw it at the ground, angry, but afraid to hurt the others.

"What the fuck is wrong with you, we didn't even do anything." Yuna snapped, you glared at her, then you laughed, forcing the tears back.

"Fuck you. I don't want to fucking see you. Get the fuck out you fucking bitches. I DONT WANT TO SEE YOU GUYS." You started to shout out profanity, that's when the doctors rushed in, three of them.

"What are you doing?!" His name tag read 'Kim Tae Hyung', he ran over to your side and saw the broken glass.

"Tell them to leave!" You screamed, you knocked over your IV stand, Taehyung caught it before it completely fell over.

"We'll need you to leave please." The other doctor said, his name tag read 'Jung Ho Seok'. He and the other doctor forced the girls out of the room.

Taehyung was left in the room with you, crying and screaming.

"You shouldn't do that!" Taehyung yelled at you, you looked up at him, your eyes twisted with pain.

"Kill me... Please." You pleaded, you didn't want to be saved, you wanted to die, why were you at the hospital?

"I just saved you, and I don't plan on killing you." Taehyung said, cleaning up the mess.

"I have nothing to live for! I have nothing to lose! I hate this life and I fucking hate everyone!" You screamed, Taehyung rolled his eyes.

"There are so many fucking people who want to live! You should be fucking lucky that you're fucking alive!" Taehyung snapped, you stared at him and your eyes locked.

"DID I FUCKING ASK TO BE SAVED? I didn't ask for this! You should have just killed me! Let me die! Fucking ass hole!" You screamed, Taehyung punched the wall, then shouted out in frustration before storming out the room. Shortly afterwards the other doctor walked in, you read his name tag, 'Kim Seok Jin'.

"I'm Kim Seok Jin... You shouldn't be so hard on yourself, it's not good for your body." He said, so softly that you couldn't be a bitch and scream and yell at him.
He sat on your bed and grabbed your hand, putting it in his lap. You couldn't say anything.

"Can you just leave me alone..." You said, he sighed and pat your head one last time before he left you alone in your room. You pulled your knees up and pulled them in with your arms, even though your left arm was still in pain. You began to sob, thinking about what your family and friends did to you, you were alone.