Two Best Friends - Dolan Twins

The Confusion

I managed to see Ethan going the opposite way of his house, so I jumped in my car and drove as fast as I could to get to his house before he got home.

I saw that only Grayson's car was in the driveway and smiled. I was about to yell so freaking loud. And no one was gonna stop me.

I got out of my car and opened the door. I managed to slam it as hard as I could and yelled at the top of my lungs, "GRAYSON BAILEY DOLAN!! YOU BETTER GET YOUR ASS DOWN HERE THIS MINUTE!"

I hated sounding like the bad guy in our relationship, but he was not going to tell me who I should and shouldn't  be hanging with. Especially when he said Ethan's name.

"IS ABBY WITH YOU?!" He yelled back at me.

My heart dropped as soon as I heard that. I came in mad, and now I feel like throwing up because I'm crying so much.

"Amelia! What's wrong?!"

I could barely talk because over all my crying, so the only thing I could slip out was, "You, you idiot."

Grayson gave me a confused look and by the time I calmed down, I opened my mouth to yell at him, but he hushed me before I could even talk.

"What's wrong really? Abby said to be careful with you, but I didn't know that you were this fragile."

As if my heart wasn't broken enough, he had broken another piece off of it by saying that.

I sniffled and asked him a question I knew I was going to regret. "Do you like her?"

He gave me another confused look and laughed. "Like who?"

I shook my head and got up. "Grayson Dolan!"
"What?!"
"Stop playing with me. We've been together for almost 5 months. You think I can't tell when you're lying to me?"

Grayson laughed again and just smiled at me.

"Do you think this is a joke? Do you think that we're a joke? Because this is! You fucking like her, Grayson! Everyone can tell, except for you."

"Babe..." He sounded like he was trying to calm me down again, but that was NOT happening. I was pissed.

"WHY DON'T YOU JUST BREAK UP WITH ME?!!" I blurted out, and as I predicted, this argument was going to be regretted, especially by me.

Tears started piling up in my eyes, I could barely see him.

"Why?"

I let the tears fall down my face and turned away so he couldn't see me.

"What have I done that makes everyone think I like Abby? Because I only like you. Why can't you see that?! I'm so helplessly in love with you, but you're always trying to find a way out!"

My tears couldn't stop now and I was almost close to just giving up because I knew this was all my fault, and well, so did he.

"I try so hard in this relationship! And you know why I've been talking to Abby all this time?"

I looked at him and shook my head. I just wanted to be in my bed and just watch Netflix. Although even I knew that I wasn't gonna get away that easy.

"HUH?!" He yelled.
"Why?" I said.
"Because we were planning a special weekend for us." He just looked at me for a few seconds and said, "Not fucking because I wanted to break up with you in a subtle matter."

I looked at the floor and whispered, "I'm sorry Grayson. I always end up messing things up. Its always gonna be my fault, can you just forgive me? I know I can be-"
"Get out." He had cut me off.
"What? Grayson, I just wanted to-"
"GET OUT!" There were tears in his eyes, even more than mine.

I ran out of the house, not thinking, and forgetting my purse. Yay...

I knocked back on the door, knowing he was still mad. I didn't care though, I need to fix this.

"I said to get out, not come back with a pity speech." He looked at me with hurt in his eyes, but also anger. I had never seen him like this. My little sweet Grayson. Where'd he go?

"I forgot my purse, it has my car keys in it." I told him.
"Well go get it, god Amelia." He sighed. "How'd it get like this?"

I looked at this ground because it was mostly my fault. "Me, I guess. I'm just figuring things out. It's just hard because of my dad, you know?"

Grayson took a few steps back, "Actually no. You've never talked to me about that."
"Well it's not something I liked to talk about, it's so emotional for me, I just-"

Grayson sighed again.

"Never mind." I said shaking my head once again.
"Maybe we should take a break. It'll be good, for the both of us."

I almost dropped dead right there. Take a break? After all this? "Oh."

" I think that after-" He started.

I turned my feet and walked to my car. I opened the door and got in. "Oh." I whispered to myself. "Oh wow."