Lost

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Hi, I'm lost. 

When I was younger, I went on adventures with no fear of not being able to find my way back home. Now, I can hardly drive to school without the feeling that somehow, even though I've been driving to and from campus for two whole years, I'll take a wrong turn and no one will ever find me again.

I also feel lost mentally. I am walking the line between beyond hope and suicidal. Some people would say that those are the same thing. I disagree. Beyond hope is when someone gives up completely, and loses the will to live. To be suicidal is to fight the will to live. 

I am lost as to where I should go with my life; what is my plan, where do I want to be in ten years?

Is it even possible for me to be secure anymore?

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