Hi, I'm hungry.
To achieve the perfect body shape, the ideal thinness in society's eyes, you have to starve. You let your body waste away, just enough that you're still alive and that you still appear somewhat healthy.
Only eat plain foods, in very small portions, a few times a day. A snack is one cracker, to make sure you have some salt in your system. The ideal breakfast is one apple or one hard-boiled egg. Have a salad for lunch, bare and with sliced tomatoes in it. Dinner, if you feel skinny enough to actually partake in it, can be a small portion of mashed potatoes, or possibly a few bites of chicken, for protein. Dessert? A strawberry, or gluten free plain gingersnap cookie. Drink a glass of water when feeling faint.
My body doesn't feel hungry anymore. I've surpassed that obstacle. It's my mind. I used to be able to eat whatever I wanted, whenever I wanted, without a care to whether or not it would add half of a pound to my frame. I watch people eat, I watch them stuff their gluttonous mouths with piles and piles of food, at least three times a day. They don't care about their weight. They just enjoy themselves. My mind thirsts for that freedom, but I am already trapped by society's expectations and standards.
Is it even possible for me to be full anymore?
YOU ARE READING
Shattered Sanity
NouvellesShe's the perfect girl. She's achieved all that has been expected of her. But what goes on inside her head? What is she hiding? --- He's the nerd. No one expects anything great from him. But what does he have to do with the golden girl? Why would th...
