Chapter One

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                                                        Jimin

 "I really can't do this Jin... You know what he means to me.." I said, as shivers run down my spine. Jeon Jungkook is my ex-fiancee, and we've done a good job at staying away from each other. Now tour has started, and neither of us can abandon BTS. 

 "Yes you can, I'm sure that you'll both be more focused on ARMYs anyways." Jin said said understandingly as he helped straighten my jacket. 

"You're right. I can't forget ARMY." Jin nodded his head. He's stayed there for me through all of this because he knows that I blame myself. Sometimes I don't even think my Kookie cares I'm alive anymore, even when Jin assures me that all of them do. I just have to go out there for a few concerts and do the tour. Afterwards, maybe I can forget about my broken heart and move on. Until it was time to perform, me and Jin sat in silence.  I hadn't seen Jungkook, but I knew that was because he wanted to avoid me too. Why would he want to see the one person he couldn't stand? 

 Finally, it was time to perform. I walked down the long hallway, knowing that Jin kept Jungkook behind me, so that I wouldn't have to see him for long once we got out there. Once I stepped on the stage and heard the screams of all our fans and the lights, I let my soul free. The music coursed through my body like a healing potion. I realized that perhaps I can avoid Kook if I just remember my music. 

The song ended. I was back to the same way I had felt before. I laid my eyes on Jungkook for the first time tonight. God, he looked good. His hair fell perfectly on his face, and don't even get me started on his body. He was right next to me, and I realized I was staring at him. My stare quickly turned into a glare when he just smirked and said "Hey Chim."

"Hello Jungkook." I said, my arms crossed.

"No need for the formality Jimin, I'm not mad at you anymore. I've moved on." He said with a smile. I felt my heart break even more. He thought I was over him? Moved on? Did he have someone? 

"Y-You moved on? What do you mean?" My fists shook as I asked the question. 

"I'm not going to annoy you anymore. After... everything, I realized it's not okay. I won't flirt, I won't do anything. I just want to be friends. I hope you can accept that." He looked serious. Doesn't he realize I want him to be more? 

"Y-Yeah. Just friends. I'm sorry for what happened Kookie." I mumbled just loud enough for him to hear when the music started back up and we had to perform. As we sung and danced, I wondered how the hell life got so screwed up. I wanted him more than anything, and who knew just a few words would ruin my life? 

A/N: Yes guys I know this is a short chapter. I promise I will try to make my chapters longer, but I'm not good at it. Let me know your thoughts!



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