Fate (A Jikook Fanfiction)

Chapter 9

Jimin

I ran. I didn't even know where I was running. Anything that took me away from that man would have been fine, but now everyone knows how I feel, so I need to stay away until I can get my act together. I heard my name being shouted, but I didn't know who it was, nor did I care to find out.

I found myself at our hotel, laying completely clothed in the bathtub. The water wasn't turned on, and my eyes remained on the walls in front of me. I don't think I could do this anymore. I love him too much, and if I return tomorrow, I'll never heal.

I picked up my phone, sending a text to Jin. I told him that I needed time, and to tell the fans that I am sick, and physically incapable of performing the next two concerts. It's not quite a lie, I really cannot handle performing next to Jungkook yet. I wait, and once he tells me it's okay, I turn my phone off, and go to my room and change before laying in my bed. I sadly let myself think too hard.

What do I do?

I know he saw me run out, I wonder if he understands why. Do they all hate me now? I know Jin cares, he could never hate a living soul. It's the same thing with Hoseok and Yoongi, even when Yoongi doesn't seem to care at all. I just have to get away from it all, thank god I got a hotel room to myself.

The quieter the room got, my thoughts seemed to get louder. All I could see was Jungkook, angrily storming off after I left. I didn't see him do that of course, but my mind knows how to take the simplest of situations and turn them into nightmares. For now, I just need to sleep it away the simplest way I can.

I go into my closet and pull out a bottle of alcohol, not bothering to read the label before drinking as much as I could in one gulp. After that, I laid in my bed and everything became blurry...

Save me, Jungkook. 

(A/N: Alright guys look I know I'm awful at updating in a timely fashion but not only is school really busy with finals coming up for the fall semester, but I also kind of didn't know what to do with this filler chapter. Hopefully there are longer chapters in the future. Please don't give up on me XD I'm trying as hard as I can. Also in the lovely time it took me to update this, I published another story! It's called "Dear Everyone". It's not a fanfiction this time. I decided I had a lot to say to a lot of people that I either couldn't say or couldn't word face to face, so I'm writing letters to them in that book. Maybe other people will notice that?? who knows. Don't worry though, in the case people actually do read my stuff there won't be any names mentioned specifically. Happy reading!)