Rescue Me

Chapter 5

I could not seem to get Stephen's appearance out of my mind. The way his hazel eyes would light up and turn green when he looked at me, made me erupt in butterflies! What really sent me over the edge was his pearly white smile. 

My mind was throwing all these images of Stephen at me, and they would not go away. 

"What has you in such a good mood?" Blake's husky voice cut though my day dream. 

"N-nothing. Lets go." I fumbled over my words like an idiot. 

"Mm. Okay, lets go," He picked up his coffee and started towards the door. I followed quickly after him and he asked, "Hey, where is your coffee?" 

I smiled to myself, "Oh, I was just really thirsty." 

He rested his arm around me and laughed "Kate, you're so fucking weird." 

He was right once again. But, what fun is someone who is perfect? A square? No, be corky and live a little. Even in these few short days that I have been in Fairview, I have learned to live out of the box. To stop being huddled in my own little area. You need to experience new things. 

"Ha-ha," he was such an ass sometimes! "You know you never told me how UF is going," I looked up at his piercing blue eyes. They turned a dark blue and his jaw became clenched. "What's wrong?" I asked getting into the car. 

"I dropped out." He said so fast it gave me whiplash.

"Wait! What?" I shouted. How could he be so god damn selfish? His parents work there asses off for him to go to a good college! I punched him in the arm. Hard. "What the hell is wrong with you Blake? Do you not realize your parents worked there asses off for you to even come close to getting through the first semester!" I was screaming at this point. 

I don't really know why I was so worked up over this, but it just lighted a fire inside of me! He tried to speak,"Kate, you don't know what I went-" I interrupted him. 

"Shut up! You have everything going for you! You have parents who are madly in love with each other! They do everything for you and Maddie and you throw it out the window because college got tough? You're pathetic!" I spat. 

"Stop that! Stop posing me out to be an asshole who threw away his life! I went through some hard core shit in college! I got mixed up in all of the wrong crowds. I was doing drugs and drinking every night," He pulled at his blonde locks and looked me in the eyes. "Kate, I hurt someone,"

"What?" 

There is no way that Blake hurt someone! Not the Blake I knew at least. He is so sweet, there is absolutely no way he hurt someone. But, he keeps surprising me!

"A girl. I was drunk and probably high, I cant remember.  I was at this frat party and I saw this girl. We were talking, and then all of a sudden, I was pulling at her clothes. She was yelling for me to stop, but there was like this, this lock on me. I could not stop. She was screaming and then some guy came in and pulled me off of her. He smashed a bottle over my head. That's how I got this." He motioned to the scar on his face. I wondered where it was from, and now I got my answer. 

"How? Um, why?" I could not even speak to him at this point. Tears were brimming in my eyes over this revaluation. Blake was the only stable thing in my life, and now he does this. 

I opened up the car door and slammed it. I don't want to be by him right now. I can not be by him. I will go insane if I have to be by him. 

"God!" I breathed out. 

"Kate! I'm sorry, come on. It was a mistake." He called after me. 

I pivoted around on my foot and wiped a tear from my cheek. "No! You promised me you wouldn't get back into the drugs. I begged you to get clean the first time, and you did! You swore to me that you wouldn't go back to that place!"

When Blake and I were sixteen years old, he got hung up with the people. They were doing heroine and any other hard core drug you could think of. He came to me for help. Every night he would come over to my house high off of his ass, mumbling and falling over.  I got him clean. I got him away from those people and I changed the way he lived. 

I, I, I, I,I!

Blake promised me he would never ever go back to that place. He was mean, disrespectful, and down right awful. 

"You promised me that you would not go back there." I repeated.

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