Merry-Go-Round

Hate and Apologies (Akira POV)

Warning:very large timeskip
Akira's older sisters will be featured in this chapter:
Oldest: Kimiko Makoto
Eye color: Brown
Hair color: black
Second: Sayake Makoto
Eye color: Red
Hair color: Black with orange highlights
Third: Noemi Makoto
Eye color: Brown
Hair color: light blonde (she dyed it)
(Akira's the youngest)

I successfully completed my solo mission of finding a lost necklace and finally returned to my usual life.

•timeskip to the aftermath of final exams•

Finally,we're done!! And my aunt's visiting my family and we're gonna have a summer road trip but I'm kinda bothered by our clearance.

I thought we're supposed to be going around the school campus for our clearances to be signed by our teachers before the final exams and not after that? Oh well,I also have no choice because I have a family trip.

I'll just let my clearance be signed when I come back....

•timeskip (too lazy to write all the details)•

Now,I'm here at my older sisters' house for summer vacation and I'm chatting in the groupchat with my friends.

I was just chatting with Akane and Yuuka to be exact since they're the only ones online in the groupchat then they started asking me about getting my clearance signed and telling me some "friendly" warnings at first but I just told them politely,that it's my problem not theirs but they started to get nosy and let's just say,things started to get very heated.

I was typing so long in my phone because of them until they started saying mean things against me and I couldn't take it anymore when it was Akane's turn to say really mean things in our groupchat which was a bit long. I turned off my phone after reading her message and tears started to form on my eyes. I mean,who wouldn't feel really betrayed,pissed and hurt when the person whom they thought was their best friend turns against them?

Noemi,my older sister, saw me and asked me what happened. I told her what happened and she took my phone and started defending me against them. I took the wolf pendant necklace off and looked at it. The pendant was a replacement for the original wolf pendant that got lost and Akane was the one who gave me that.

I stared at the necklace as memories flashed through my mind about the times I spent with Akane and my other friends then I clenched the pendant.

"I freaking hate you..." I mumbled with a half growl as I threw the pendant to the floor and more tears streaming down my face. I haven't cried like this for ages.

My sister put the phone down since they were taking a bit long to reply so she started comforting me like any older sibling would.

After a few more exchange of very long words between my sister and them,I decided to step in and took my phone from my sister.

I replied with a "best friend farewell" to Akane. I told her about what I felt when she said those things to me and how I regretted about thinking of her as my best friend. Then I ended it by saying "Goodbye,Akane. Thanks for being my "best friend...".

This isn't the first time that I regretted thinking of someone as my best friend. I have experienced it once years ago and I tried so hard not to repeat that same mistake again and now this happens. Why....?

I repeated the same mistake again....

Neither of the two of them gave any replies after I replied that and then I went to my room upstairs.

•••Months later•••

I was browsing in my facebook account until I heard my phone's ringtone signalling a notification from my wattpad app. It was a message from Yuuka. She couldn't message me on my social media account because I blocked her and also Akane.