Dress Me Up Or Dress Me Down

IX

Mag-a-alas tres na ng hapon ako nagising. Mas magaang na ang pakiramdam ko dahil nakapagbawi na ako ng tulog. Nag-inat ako sandali sa aking kama at pagkatapos ay kinuha ko ang aking phone sa bedside table. I was surprised to see my Instagram notifications were bombarded with follow requests from the boys. Well, except Axel.

I accepted their requests and followed them back. I went to Axel's account and checked his latest post. It was a selfie he posted just a few days ago. He was not directly looking at the camera; his face was slightly tilted to the side, flaunting off his impressive side profile. His photo got more than 15 thousand likes and his photo was flooded with comments telling that he's good looking.

I frowned at the thought that he's doing just fine while I was at my wit's end because of him. Isip ako ng isip dahil I feel guilty of the things I've said to him.

I continued to scroll down on his feed. I clicked on a video of him composing inside his studio. He looked so focused and passionate with what he's doing.

There's also another video of him singing Ed Sheeran's Lego House. His voice wasn't as good as Leal's but the way he sang the song was very comforting to hear. It's like he's singing with his heart on his sleeves.

I came across a photo of him with a girl. He had one of his arm slung around the girl's shoulder as she kissed his cheek. His caption said "girl friend". There's a space between the words, does that mean that the girl had friendzoned him or do they just fuck around?

Umalis na ako sa account niya. Si Leal naman ang sinunod kong ini-stalk. I was impressed to see that his feed was very neat and the photos were nicely taken. He also has portrait shots of the guys. He rarely posts selfies but he does have aesthetically pleasing self portraits.

Nag-scroll pa ako sa feed niya dahil madami siyang magagandang photos, nakuha ng isang photo ang atensyon ko. It was a candid shot of Kal smiling brightly with a kid in his arms. Kal looked really happy in the photo. He was tagged in the photo. I clicked his username and I was directed to his account.

Kalmin rarely posts photos of him, instead he has multiple video clips of him dancing. I clicked on one of the videos; he was free-styling to Chris Brown's Explicit. Watching Kalmin dance left me in awe. His movements were as fluid but sharp, he knows how to move his body in sync with the beat of the song.

I watched another clip, it was Zayn Malik's Pillow Talk. Unlike the first video, Kalmin choreograph the first verse until the chorus. The sensual song and dim lights of the studio did the job in setting the mood; he was wearing a white graphic muscle shirt, black joggers, and white Stan Smith's.

He moved his body slowly with the rhythm, the muscles on his arms flexed along with his movements as the lights only accentuated the lines on his arms. I couldn't take my eyes off of him even for a second. His dance got me into a trance I couldn't wake up to.

The chorus of the song was more upbeat than the verse as his movements became more precise and powerful. The choreography's highlight was when Axel smoothly and sexily rolled his body with the beat and as he thrust his hips with accuracy.

Damn. This video should be rated for mature content. Kalmin thrusting his hips like that is purely illegal and addicting to watch.

I turned my phone off and decided to finally step out of my room. My friends might think that I died or something.

Cass and Dianne were watching Scream Queens, again, in the living room. They both had a bowl of popcorn on their laps.

"Good morning, Princesss. I thought that we had to bring Axel here for you to wake up." Dianne sarcastically said.