Dusk To Dawn ( Tsusuku X Koichi)

Chapter 6 - Painfully Beautiful

"Step into my shadow and come and play with me. No need to afraid, I am waiting for you. My heart is breaking and splitting open, but your so beautiful I could die."

Its midday, the next day and somehow I can't get some sleep. I have been up for hours just replaying the same scene in my mind. I finally got the moment I wanted to happen and it was more amazing than I ever expected. It left me wanting know more about him, wanting to spend more time with him.

I sigh finally drifting off to sleep, I shall get some sleep that's a quick way to pass the time, then I shall go to the shadows of the park and hope that he is there. If not I shall wait again, I could forever just to see him again, just to live that moment once more.

When I wake up I go and look out the window and I can see that it's past mid-day, even so the sun is still out. There is a small pile paper on my desk; more paperwork to do. I push them aside, I can deal with them when I get back. I straighten up my hair and clothes before heading into the hallway. You can hear the heel of my shoes hit the ground as I walk, I like the fact that others know they are in my presence.

It's not long before I am out the door and running along the shadows of buildings as I make my way towards the park. Everything seems like blur to me. My life has had no aim up until now, it has an aim now. The aim for us to be happy. I reach the park and look around for a place in the shade. Within in seconds I spot one and make my way there. I look around he isn't there. I don't even know where he is or if he will come here but I don't know anywhere else to go. So my waiting begins as the day continues on.

Time slowly paces by or more like it slowly drags on, each second becoming longer than before. That's how it always is when I waiting for something nothing new there.

A small boy dances in front of me, he wears a long black jeans with matching boots and dark blue T-shirt. His hair is a silver color, it matches his bright blue eyes perfectly. He is trying to convince two other people, who I assume are his parents that he wants to stay longer at the park. I can just about hear them from here. His parents are stubborn though and refuse the boy's wishes. I can hear the boys begin to sniff with tears in his eyes. His father tells him not to be 'crybaby' and which gets the poor boy even more upset, making him burst into tears. My heartbreaks at the sight of this, I wish to call the boy over just so he can be happy. He doesn't need to be afraid of me. I am just about to so when I feel something burn me.

I suddenly stand up realizing   that it was all a dream when I look around, at some point I must have fallen asleep. During that time the sun's rays have moved to right in front of me. I step back even more into the shadows. I curse at the sun for bringing such harm to me, then I realize that I am cursing at the one thing that might bring Koichi out. Though it's way too late for that now. I have lost my chance to see him today, he didn't come out today. Now I have entire night to myself with nothing to do.

After a few moments I decide to head back home, I can deal with the paperwork and give my servants some new jobs to do. Then I should do what my dear Koichi is probably getting ready to do; sleep. I don't want to fall asleep while waiting and watch out for him.

And so that's what I do, so I am ready and be prepared for another day ahead of me.