A Therian Journal

I:☽)|5/20/2017|(☾:I

Good Morning!

Last night my home class grade level had a school sleep over. It's where our parents left us and hopefully we come back home alive. One cramped gym with a bunch of teenagers.... *shivers*

I get awful head aches after sleep. Oh and it STORMED like crazy.... it was awful.... We did some questionable things....

I shall not talk about it...

yeah

Right when i was leaving school i saw the girl who was the one i referred to Nova last time. She tried to make conversation with me but i felt sooo uncomfortable just looking at her. She was asking me normal questions but, i talked back with choppy answer and in a low tone. Clearly i state I did not want to talk. Of course she carried on until her parents came. It was even more awkward as we where the only two left outside. Maybe one teacher but.. she was on her phone and quiet far away from us two. I was sitting down leaning on a brick wall while and seemed to lean in closer with each question. I avoided eye contact of course. I was confused though.. why was she talking to me soo....sooo casually. She hates my guts! Just the other week she was the most rudest person alive. I am very confused.

After all this it's become quiet obvious. I have no place, not in the class nor at home. My family is all "away" from me. They are talking about things I  have no idea about. My class seems to mingle so easily yet not me. I am an outcast.. a runt? I don't know.. I want to be ore open but i am scared. I make up personas (joke manner) like... heh Twinke the chewawa! I use them to hide my self.. Axus my wolf theriyotype has helped e feel welcome. Only to them though. My theriyotypes are like my family.

So are Jane and Isabelle... but i don't talk about them here...

bottom line is that i am leaving my school. that means i am leaving my mate... i don't know what to do! We are going to live closer though.. But across the highway. I can't talk to her that easily.