Marco's P.O.V.
Letting her go is the biggest mistake I've done my whole life. I've got the most valuable gem and yet, I am a stupid jerk who opted to be manipulated by those selfish creatures just to get the things I wanted, fame and recognition. Now, I'm suffering from the mistakes and wrong decisions that I've done. I regretted every single moment I ignored her messages, trying to patch things up with me and damn! Those regrets could mean death to someone like me who's about to lose someone important If I make a wrong move. But the hell I care! I will risk everything I have now just to have her in my life. I want to wake up every morning, feeling complete knowing that I got her and end my nights knowing that she's part of my life again.
Showing her this place is my first step of claiming her back but what she's showing towards me, made me felt scared and insecured. I can feel the sadness and pain that her eyes are showing and the aloofness she's portraying right now is not a good sign. I've come this far and there's no way in hell that I'll let her escape away from me again.
Lahat nang ito plinano ko na ahead of time. Sinadya kong pumunta ng sobrang late sa condo para maisama ko siya dito na walang ibang nakakaalam at makikialam. Knowing Morones who acted like her older brother and Yong who keeps on blabbering nonsense things about me, getting killed by him if I'll hurt their Vivoree.
Their Vivoree my ass. She is my Vivoree alone. Mine alone.
Good thing Edward and Heaven are on my side, tho they're quiet annoying also. They helped me planned this mini kidnapping (as what Langit said) which I'm glad they did dahil kung hindi, alam kong mahihirapan ako. They told me to wait their signal kung kailan ako pwede pumunta sa condo niya na muntik ko nang di masunod, dahil di ako mapalagay knowing na kasama nila ang Morones na yun. Hindi ako tanga para hindi mapansin ang kakaibang tingin ng unggoy na yun sa babaeng mahal ko. Nakakainis lang dahil sa sobrang manhid ng babaeng yun, di niya maramdaman na higit pa sa pagkakaibigan ang tingin ni Christian sa kanya.
When Edward texted me that I can get her or should I say kidnapped her, pinuntahan ko agad ang condo niya. One thing I learned when she was not with me figuratively? I learned that if I waste another minute, second, or millisecond, everything can possibly change and I can possibly lose her forever, because that's how life works. You take what's in front of you or let it go and give it to someone who wants it more. As for my case, I want her, all for myself. Possessive? Well, yes and will not deny it. I will always choose to risk this last chance with her because she will always worth the risk. I can live a normal life and leave the spotlight but not without her. I'm maybe young and impulsive but I trust my heart that says, she's the one for me. My navigator, my captain, my serenity, my life.
Natigilan ako ng maramdaman ko ang pagtulak niya sa akin. Nawala sa isip ko that I was hugging her, sobbing, and begging her to take me into her life again. I sound so desperate, but who cares? We are talking about Vivoree here...
The girl that I can't bear to lose!
"Marco, iuwi mo na ako." pakiusap niya sakin. Her, begging me like this is something I can't accept. Pakiramdam ko gustong gusto niya na akong layuan. And by hearing it, nawawalan na naman ako ng pag-asa.
"Wala ka man lang bang sasabihin sakin?" hinuli ko ang mga mata niya at tinitigan. Her eyes, those dark eyes who can draw me closely to her.
"Ano ba ang gusto mong marinig?" she countered and that made me speechless. It's like a de ja vou. Everytime I confessed, hindi siya nagsasalita and when I provoked her to do so, iyan lagi ang sagot niya. Gusto kong mainis pero alam kong wala akong karapatan. Wala akong karapatan because I made her like that. Ako ang nang-iwan at nanakit kaya dapat lang na ako ang magtiis.
