Uncertainty ♥ | Shakira & Adam Levine | [ON HOLD]

» The Wounded One ♥

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Adam's POV

“I’m engaged!!!!” Shakira yells showing her ring and looking directly at me. 

Everything suddenly darkens in my mind. “I’m engaged!!!!" keeps echoing in my mind. The girl I’m in love with is going to get married?! No. How is this even possible? I’m sure the man she’s in love with doesn’t love her. I’m sure he is just using her. I need to tell her that he’s using her. But how? She won’t believe me. She’s really in love with him. She's blind already. What did he do to her? She won’t believe anybody except him. He blinded her… And who else is going to bring her back. 

I really love her. I love her so much. I don’t want her to lose everything she has. But if I tell her that Gerard is using her she won’t believe. She’s a great woman. Her ability to love someone that much has always astonished me. I always dream of finding someone that will love me that much. But…why? Why not me but another man? Wait?! What?! Am I being jealous? Yeah, I really love her.

“Congratulations!!!” All the people here are saying the same word. Why? Are they congratulating her, because she’s going to be unlucky? I need to talk to her as soon as possible…but…No! Not right now. I want to be ready mentally. 

As I’m stuck in my crazy thoughts, I feel her gaze on me. But I’m not that strong to look at her, because I know, as soon as my eyes meet hers I’ll feel myself as the weakest person in the entire world. 

This isn’t me…This isn’t the same Adam Levine…I’m wondering how she changed me this much? I was always strong, always equitable. How could she change me this much?! …And also Love…Love changed me a lot…Now I see everything in a different way. I haven't had this feeling in so long… I have always been cold- hearted … Oh, how could I?

…No, I still can’t believe this, She’s marrying a man I’m sure doesn’t even like her…And I have to tell her this. I  must do something…It’s my duty, I’m obliged…

Shakira’s POV

I’m engaged. Gerard proposed to me!!!  I was so happy. He was a perfect man. I was sure he loved me.  I was waiting for this for a really long time. 

As soon as I told everyone that I was engaged, I looked at Adam. Actually he was my best friend, a faithful and a kind one. He was always there for me when no one was. He had always given me a shoulder to cry on. He had always listened to my unlucky stories and helped me. I was pretty sure he would be the happiest for me. . Maybe, even happier, than my parents.  I was expecting the first congratulations from Adam, and was expecting the hug , he always gave me when I was happy or even upset. 

But now he was so strange. When I said the words, I looked into his eyes searching for a sign of happiness, but he seemed so heartbroken…I feel like I'm hurting him. And my mind asked a sudden, dangerous question: “Does he have feelings for me?” … I didn’t think so. But then why? Why is he this upset?  I couldn’t figure out what was written in his eyes. Was that anger?  Was that jealousy? 

He was always glad for my happiness…But not now…Maybe he thinks this isn’t happiness? 

I felt like a horrible person, I was hating myself for making my best friend that mad. Every time I told him about Gerard I felt like I was hurting him. But I hoped that it’s just me thinking that way. 

I looked at him one more time. I felt like he realized I was looking at him but he ignored my gaze. He just stood up and left the room. I wasn’t expecting this from him. I was so confused. I really wanted to talk to him, to know what happened to him.

But now I felt so guilty in front of him. I wasn’t sure if I could ever look into his eyes again. I really didn’t want to ruin our friendship. I felt like he hated me right now…

…But he always cared about me, he was always there to help me when I was in trouble, when I needed him.

Right now he needs me. And I must talk to him. It’s my duty, I’m obliged...