Uncertainty ♥ | Shakira & Adam Levine | [ON HOLD]

» The Dark Secret ♥

Weeks later*

Adam’s POV

I haven’t seen her, haven’t called her either. Why do I need it?  Anyway she is not going to answer my calls. I know she doesn’t want to see my face. So...What’s the use? I’m sick of this. I’m tired of this. Why did I kiss her? I just couldn’t help. But why? I fall for her. Oh my God, what am I supposed to do.  Ruined our friendship, the friendship, we’ve been creating for years. She won’t believe me anymore. She won’t trust me anymore. I know I can speak to her, but what’s the use of it? Even if she forgives me, our friendship won’t be as strong as it was.

However, I’ve got to do something. I’ve got to speak to her. Maybe, everything isn’t as bad, as I think. Maybe there’s left something I can do. Oh…these maybe’s. I hate this feeling in me. I’m so weak now; I’ve never felt this way.

I decided to go to her house, to speak to her, to try to explain myself. She’s a clever woman, she’ll understand.

But while driving I was thinking just one thing: I don’t want Gerard to be at home, it’ll make everything way too bad. I’m just praying, praying he’s not there, praying Shak won’t be mad at me, and she’ll listen to me.

Shakira’s POV

During these weeks everything was great, I forgot about everything what happened before. 

Yay! I’m pregnant with Gerard, nothing better can happen. I told him about the pregnancy, but seemed like he was a bit… surprised? I don’t know. Anyway, I know he’s so happy, as happy as I am. Then. I haven’t been getting calls from Adam. It made me worry, but at the same time I was happy he left me alone, with my life…Although every day I thought about what happened, about our old friendship. I really wanted to do something, to make him feel better, knowing it was my fault. On the other hand, everything happened to us was enough for no speaking to him. I wanted him to come, or at least call me.

But not now. Not right now. Gerard was at home now and if Adam came, Gerard would kill me. And just now something deep down in me was telling me that he was about to come. And even feeling that, I wasn't paying any attention.

...I decided to have a bath before going out with my best friend Natalie for shopping.

Yes, me and Natalie were best friends since childhood. She was always ready to help me, and I was. It wasn't the first time people told me that she was mean and all but I didn't even give a fuck.

So my plan was like this: having a bath and then hanging out with Natalie.

Adam's POV

At last! I stopped my car right in front of her house. Finally. Now, right now I have the strength to enter the house.

... I'm staying right in front of the gate of her house, when I hear a male voice. Gerard. It was him. What should I do. Should I stay here any longer? Should I go already?

While thinking this kind of stupid questions I'm still walking to the door. Suddenly I stop. No, the reason I stopped was Gerard's voice,  the things he said made me frozen, I was listening to him with wide eyes, with my heart beating in unbelievable speed.

"...Look Natalie, all I need is money, you know it, and be careful, don't fail our plans otherwise you're going to be the one who's hurt. I've already called George, he knows what to do. Be careful, don't give any her hints..."

I wasn't sure who was that Natalie or George, but there was one thing I was sure...Her. I knew who was that "her".

Oh my Shakira, whatever happens, I'm with you...

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~Jane. ♥