Breaking Through {JimmyYumaxDeuce}

Chapter 12

Deuce's pov

I sat in silence as I rested my head in my hands.

I was back home in my apartment in LA since tour was over.

I was supposed to meet up with Jimmy today luckily but I still had a little while to go before that.

My phone went off in my pocket so I took it out, checking the notification.

I had a message from an unknown number.

I opened the message, going wide eyed.

Unknown number: here Aron, here's a video that will hopefully make you go cut yourself like the little emo pussy you used to be.

Attached to the message was a video that looked to be filmed from some bushes outside our tour bus.

What I saw made me wanna cry.

My best friend making out with my boyfriend.

Instead of crying I felt the anger boil up inside of me.

Out of all people I would never have expected Jimmy to do this.

I put my phone down on the coffee table, standing up.

I let out a yell of anger, hitting my wall.

That fucking asshole.

I let my guard down for him and he does this.

I let myself collapse onto the floor, pulling my knees to my chest.

I just felt like crying. Crying till I can't anymore.

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I had toughened up a few hours ago but now I was drowning as much beer as I could.

I know drinking doesn't solve people's problems but it helps me forget about mine till I sober up.

I had completely forgotten that I was supposed to meet up with Jimmy but it didn't matter anymore.

I stumbled to the door as someone knocked on it.

I opened the door to see the last person I wanted to talk to right now.

" Aron where the hell were you? " Jimmy hissed in anger.

I pulled my phone from my pocket, pulling up the video.

" I shouldn't be the one explaining " I spat " out of everyone I've ever met, you're the least likely I'd expect to cheat on someone "

Jimmy's eyes widened as he watched the video.

"w-who the fuck sent you that? " he stammered.

" doesn't matter. What matters is you telling me what the hell happened here! " I said, raising my voice.

" we were drunk....I'm sorry Aron. I should've told you but I knew you'd be mad" he sobbed.

" bullshit Jimmy. I let my guard down for you, I fucking let you into my life more than anyone else and this is what I get in return. " I growled.

" I'm serious Aron! I had no clue what I was doing! " Jimmy pleaded.

" No. I'm not fucking doing this Jimmy. Stop lying to me. I want to give you a second chance but it's obvious that's not going to work " I said, slamming the door shut.

I just wanted to cry again. All those years of friendship, gone. Everything was gone.

I'd just become depressed again and everything would spiral down hill. I'd most likely get back into drugs which I really hope doesn't happen.

I just collapsed to the floor, curling into a ball as I sobbed.

Jimmy's pov

He wouldn't believe me.

I ruined everything.

I knew I could never fix it when he slammed the door shut in my face.

I ran out of the building, tears streaming down my face.

I leased against the wall outside, wiping my tears away with the sleeve if my hoodie as I took out my phone.

I didn't know who else to call so I called Arina.

" I fucked up. I ruined everything... " I sobbed into the speaker.

" Jimmy what happened? " Arina asked in a calming voice.

" s-someone sent Aron a video of when Gadjet and I were drunk. He were making out behind the bus. I had no clue what I was doing. I tried to tell him I was drunk but he would believe me... " I cried.

" who sent him the video? " she asked.

"i-i don't know....he wouldn't say..... " I sniffeled.

" I don't know Jimmy. He might come around eventually. You know how Aron is. " she replied.

" I think this is different....I don't think we'll be getting him back... " I sobbed.

I knew what Aron was like before I came into his life.

A huge alcoholic and someone who'd use any drug they could get their hands on.

I felt horrible. He'd finally been fixed only to be broken down again.

I had to find a way to prove to him that we were both drunk and that I would never do that to him.

" I'm sorry Aron....." I mumbled after hanging up with Arina.

I called up Gadjet to tell him what happened.

" Aron found out about our drunken kiss.... " I murmured into the speaker.

"what?!  I thought you told him already you idiot! " Anthony hissed.

" I knew he'd be angry so I didn't.... " I replied.

" I think he'd be less angry if you'd of told him instead of him finding out on his own " he muttered.

" I know but I wasn't thinking. I tried to tell him that we were drunk and had no clue what we were doing but he wouldn't believe me... " I said.

" I don't know what to tell you. Aron is very stubborn so this is honestly expected. He may not forgive either of us though Jimmy " Anthony said.

"i-i know.... " I mumbled before hanging up.

What am I going to do.