Breaking Through {JimmyYumaxDeuce}

Chapter 3

Jimmy's pov

There he was, off with another girl doing who knows what in his bunk.

I signed quietly, walking to the lounge area.

I can't wait till the Uproar tour is over so I can go back to my lonely apartment and not be tortured by the sounds of moaning bimbos every night.

I sat down on the couch, bringing my knees to my chest before grabbing the remote.

Arina walked into the longer area as I flipped through the TV channels.

"I'm sorry I flipped out on you yesterday... " she mumbled, sitting next to me.

"I should be the one saying sorry. I was being a pretty big ass about it" I said, forcing a small laugh.

"we were both being asses " she chuckled.

" I almost feel bad for all those girls. He tells them he'll call and I'm pretty much a hundred percent certain that he never does " I said, trying to lighten the mood.

" I've seen him call back a few but it's only because he left stuff at their houses" she said, laughing quietly.

" I just wish he would stop sleeping around though. Like It's probably not good to have sex every night " I joked.

Arina broke out laughing.

"someone outta tell Aaron that! " she said through laughter.

"tell me what? " Aron asked, leaning on the door frame.

"uh...nothing " we said in unison.

" sure " he muttered.

"where's tonight's slut? " I asked in a bitter tone.

"why would it matter to you? " Aron shot back.

"just wondering so that I can tell her you'll never call again and that she was just a one night stand " I said, a smirk tugging at my lips.

I don't know where this newfound confidence is coming from but I like it.

"shut the fuck up Jimmy! " Aron hissed.

"No! You need to stop acting like this. All these sluts probably expect you to call them and you never do!  I almost feel bad for them! " I shouted.

" listen here, I'm going to act however I want. Just because you're my best friend doesn't mean you can control how I act. If I wanna fuck some random girl every night I will and you can't stop that " he spat.

" well maybe you wouldn't have to fuck a girl every night If you paid attention to the people in your life and realized that there's people who love you and not just in a family kinda way! " I shouted, slipping my shoes on and storming out of the bus.

I ran down the street, hearing the bus door open and the clicking of high heels down the street.

I assumed that slut he was sleeping with heard what we were saying and wasn't too happy.

I didn't really know where I was going but I knew that I needed to find the closest bar.

I just needed a drink right now. Actually more like I needed quite a few.

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I stumbled onto the bus, bumping into things since I couldn't walk very well and the lights were off.

I don't know what time it is but I know it's early in the morning.

I found my way to my bunk, not without bumping onto pretty much everything first.

I crawled into my bunk, resting my head on my pillow and closing my eyes.

I drifted off into a restless sleep.

~

I woke up the next morning with a massive headache.

"oh god...I shouldn't have drank so much... " I mumbled, attempting to climb out of my bunk.

I fell to the floor with a thud, sitting up and rubbing my head.

I stood up, walking to the bathroom.

I searched through the cabinet till I found a bottle of Advil.

I popped the cap off, dumping a few pills onto my hand.

I took a drink of water from the sink, dumping the contents of my hand into my mouth.

I swallowed the water and pills, walking out of the bathroom and to the lounge.

As I walked in I saw Aron sitting on the couch, contently watching TV.

I decided to leave him alone and go to the kitchen area instead.

I opened the fridge, grabbing an apple from the bag.

I washed it off in the sink and took a bite as I walked to the bus door.

I slipped on my shoes and went outside for a smoke.

I pulled a cigarette out of the pack and lit it before putting it to my lips.

I took a long drag, blowing the smoke out of mouth.

When would Aron finally notice without me telling him how I feel?