Breaking Through {JimmyYumaxDeuce}

Chapter 10

Jimmy's pov

I walked onto the bus last, yawning quietly.

Aron had ran ahead of everyone else awhile ago.

I was a bit worried but I decided I'd leave him alone for now because of what happened earlier today.

Everyone else was sitting in the living room so I made my way to the bunks.

As I climbed into my bunk I could've sworn I heard crying from above me.

"Aron? " I asked quietly.

"y-yeah?... " he asked, his voice cracking.

" You okay up there? " I asked.

"No... " he mumbled, sniffling.

I climbed out of my bunk and up to his, sitting next to him.

"what's wrong? " I asked as I pulled him into my arms.

"i-i don't know.... " he stuttered.

I rubbed soothing circles into his back as he tried to stop crying but he only got more worked up.

He buried his face in my neck, sobbing quietly.

"i-im just pushing everyone away anymore and I don't know why. I'm sorry Jimmy, I don't wanna push you or the others away but I just can't help it. " he sobbed

" its fine Aron, really. I know you just want to handle your problems on your own but sometimes you need people to help you" I said softly.

"i-i know but...but I just don't want to drag you guys into my living hell of a life... " he mumbled, sniffling softly.

I wiped a few tears from his cheek.

" I don't care if it's a living hell of not but I'm going to help you. Okay. That's what we do for eachother. " I said.

"Jimmy...I..I..." Aron stuttered quietly "I....uh...thank you... "

" anytime... " I replied even though I knew that wasn't what he was gonna say.

I gave him a quick hug before climbing out of his bunk and to my own.

A few minutes after Aron had gotten out of his bunk and left the bus.

I watched him walk down the street, cigarette in his mouth and hands in his pockets.

I really hope he's okay.

~

I must've fallen asleep in my bunk because I woke up to the sound of music blaring and people shouting the lyrics.

I climbed out of my bunk, walking to the lounge to see Gadjet, Arina, Aron, and a few of the others on the crew with varying types of alcohol in their hands.

I could smell the alcohol radiating off of them.

I made my way over to Aron, pulling him aside.

"what are you guys doing? " I asked, holding him up with my arm.

"just...having fun..that's all" he slurred, giving a drunken smile.

" just making sure" I said with a chuckle.

I don't know what it is but he is so adorable when he's drunk.

I took a beer from the cooler on the counter, downing it in a few minutes.

About an hour and five drinks later I was just as drunk as everyone else.

I was sitting with my legs over Aron and Gadjet's legs.

" hey Aron? " I asked with a hiccup.

"yeah?... " he replied, running a hand through his hair.

"earlier when we were talking, you said thank you instead of what you were actually going to say. What was that? " I questioned, looking at him.

"hmm....uh..I think...I think I was gonna say like I love you or something like that " he slurred, taking a sip from his beer.

I raised an eyebrow "really? " I asked, taking a sip of my drink.

~

Me and Aron were the last to go to sleep.

We both sat on the couch, watching whatever was on TV.

I still had my legs in his lap I guess you could say but it was more that I was sitting in his lap.

I leaned back against him, putting his arms around my waist.

By now I'm sure most of the alcohol had worn off since we hadn't been drinking for awhile but I don't think either of us cared.

Aron turned the TV, making the room pretty much pitch black.

" what you do that for?... " I asked, biting my lip.

I felt Aron pull me closer to him.

"Jimmy...I...uh....I..." Aron stammered quietly.

" Jimmy I love you... " he muttered in my ear.

I turned myself around so I was facing him and strattling his waist.

I cupped his face in my hands, attaching my lips to his.

All I've ever wanted is to hear those words from him.

My leg buzzed from Aron's phone going off in his back pocket.

"sorry... " he muttered, taking his phone out "ill be right back".

I climbed off his lap, sitting back on the couch.

"don't be too long.. " I muttered as he walked off the bus.

About ten minutes went by and he was still outside.

"what's he doing?..." I muttered to myself as I got up and made my way to the door.

I walked outside, seeing Aron against the bus with his knees to Tony oh s chest.

I could tell he was crying by the movement he was making.

As I rushed over to him I noticed that his phone was across the parking lot, most likely in pieces.

I sat down next to him, wrapping my arms around him.

"what happened? " I asked as he sobbed into my chest.

"t-they called m-me s-saying that i-i was a-a worthless piece o-of s-shit and t-that none of t-them ever l-liked me and j-jorel never loved m-me and that t-they only k-kept m-me in the band b-because t-the record label m-made t-them.... " he sobbed, his voice cracking every so often. He tried calming himself down but it only made things worse.

I pulled him closer to me. "well fuck them. You're none of those things Aron, you're so much more. So what if jorel never loved you. He doesn't deserve you!  You have better people in your life now. People that won't treat you like that. " I said, feeling tears stinging my eyes. I can't believe they would do this to him. They've already hurt him enough and I'm just tired of it.

" don't listen to them. Anything they say isn't true. If he didn't love you then let me tell him that he's sure missing out on one amazing person. Aron, I've never met anyone like you before and let me just say I'm happy I haven't because I don't want anyone like you. I just want you. I'm not saying I deserve you but I'm just saying that from the moment we first became friends everything in my life became better. You're my happiness Aron, I know it may not seem like it but you are. Always have been. Those guys never deserved you as a friend and I just hate the way they treat you. It makes me upset to see you sad and all I ever wanna do is make you happy. " I said, basically pouring my heart out as tears fell down my cheeks.

Aron leaned into me, wiping the tears from my face.

" thank you Jimmy...." he muttered " I don't know why it was never obvious to me all those years ago but I knew that any time I was around you I was way happier than with the guys. I wish I would've figured out my feelings earlier on but I do know this know. I love you Jimmy... "

" I love you too Aron... " I mumbled as I ran a hand through his messy black hair.