Breaking Through {JimmyYumaxDeuce}

Chapter 5

Deuce's pov

All that's on my mind anymore is him.

Jimmy this, Jimmy that, why can't I get him out of my head?!

I can't even fuck a girl without zoning out and my mind going to Jimmy.

What the hell his wrong with me?

I climb out of my bunk, only in a pair of gym shorts.

I walked out to the kitchen, seeing Jimmy.

"where's everyone else?.. " I asked, yawning.

"they all went out to breakfast I think" he mumbled.

I guess he wasn't going to question me as to why they'd find me passed out in the bathroom with some brand of alcohol bottle sitting empty next to me the past couple nights.

I walked over to the kitchen, pretending to get myself some food but really I was just staring at Jimmy.

I found myself pinning him against the counter.

"Aron what are you doing? " Jimmy asked, raising an eyebrow.

" listen, I don't know what's wrong with me lately but all that's on my mind is you. No matter what I'm thinking about I always end up thinking about you! " I replied.

"wait what? " he asked.

"You heard me. You're all that's ever on my mind anymore and I'm hoping you can tell me why" said.

"You better not be fucking with me Aron. I'm serious. If I find out it's a prank I'm fucking walking off this bus and not coming back " Jimmy hissed.

" I'm not fucking lying Jimmy! " I spat in reply.

His expression softened.

" You seriously aren't joking with me? " he asked, sounding surprised.

"No I'm not. I don't know why you're all I can think about and it's confusing the hell out of me! " I said, sighing quietly.

The truth is I did know what it meant but I wasn't going to admit it to him.

" why is it confusing? It obviously means you feel something for me " he said, a slight smirk tugging at his lips.

"I..Uh...I don't know what you're talking about.. " I muttered.

"hmm..then let me test something " Jimmy suggested.

" fine... " I mumbled under my breath.

I was a bit taken aback when I felt Jimmy put his lips on mine.

Why wasn't I pulling away?  Why was I kissing back? Holy shit I like this!

After a few seconds, Jimmy pulled away.

"yeah, whatever you're hiding is out now" he chuckled.

"and why Is that? " I asked.

" because if you didn't feel anything you most likely would've pulled away and shouted at me" he said, disappearing into the bunks.

I stood there with a blank look on my face.

What the fuck just happened?

I was startled out of my thoughts when the door opened and all our friends walked in.

Gadjet, B-lay, Arina, and some others.

"morning Aron" Gadjet said as he walked into the kitchen.

"how are you hungry if you just ate? " I asked, laughing quietly.

Gadjet just shrugged and went to rummaging through the fridge.

"hey Aron, you seemed a little zoned out when we got here. Everything alright or we're you just high? " My sister asked, trying not to laugh.

"actually, can I talk to you? " I asked, biting my lip.

"sure, what's up? " she replied as we both walked back to the bunks.

We walked all the way back to the recording studio area, shutting the door.

Jimmy's pov

I got up out of my bunk when I noticed Arina and Aron walking back to the studio.

I crept over to the door, seeing it was open just enough for me to hear them and see a little of what was happening.

"j-jimmy kissed me... " Aron stuttered out.

"okay?... " Arina asked, a puzzled expression on her face.

"I liked it! " Aron said, raising his voice a little.

" your point is?  I mean you do like kissing just about anyone so.... " Arina trailed off.

"that's not all though. He's all that's ever on my mind!  And when he told me that he'd be leaving at the end of tour because of me I was going to break down. " Aron choked out " I can't lose him Arina! He's my best friend! "

"are you sure he's just your best friend? " Arina asked, raising an eyebrow.

"I...I don't know anymore... " Aron mumbled, sitting down in one of the chairs and resting his head in his hands.

" you'll figure it out, I'm sure of it but I'm not going to be of much help right now" Arina said, resting her hand on his shoulder.

As the two were about to leave the room I sprinted to the bathroom, closing the door behind me.

What did Aron truly feel about me?