My life forever changed

Truth or dare pain

(Jesse POV)
A/N: Everybody voted for B Save Lukas. 😂
I couldn't just leave Lukas to be taken by PAMA. Reuben was practically freaking out at me to go! But I denied him. I go and slice a PAMA zombies head off. Just then my hand starts shaking. I feel so blessed and not. I'm only having a minor seizure! But unfortunately it's in my right hand my good hand. So now I have to use my left hand. But I use it to my advantage. Petra sees my hand and screams "JESSE WHATS WRONG WITH YOUR HAND". I just ignore her. I get Lukas and he nods at me gratefully. "Guys let's move" Ivor screams we run as fast as we could to probably to half way across the world. At least we are only a moment away from each other not an ocean away.
(A/N: Hamilton fans see what I did there😏)
(Time skip)
Petra walks over to me. "Jesse are you sure your alright our hand was like freaking out". "I'm fine Petra I've said that the last 101 times you've asked me"! She backs off. We eventually set up camp. I go sit off my by myself. Lukas walks over. "Hey Jesse, Thanks for saving me back there" he puts his hand on mine and I blush as red as redstone "I thought for a second you were just going to leave me there". "I couldn't have just left you there Lukas you mean too much to me"! Although what I really wanted to say was i couldn't have just left your there Lukas I love you too much. But I can because he doesn't like me back. I let out a depressing sigh. "What is it" he says. "Nothing". He gives me a look knowing I'm lying. Petra screams at us to come back over and we do. "We are playing truth or dare" Says Olivia! "Oh no". "YOU HAVE TO PLAY" Ivor says in his booming voice. "Ok I promise" Lukas and I say at the same time. "Petra goes 1st". "Ok Lukas truth or dare" of corse knowing Lukas he says truth. "Petra I dare you to tell who you like to the person sitting to your left". Lukas immediately goes red. Because im sitting right next to him.
(Lukas POV)
I mentally face palm. I have to tell Jesse who my crush is and she IS my crush. I panic and think of a name quickly. I go and whisper in her ear "ummm P-Petra". Her face forms a frown. "Oh wow I would have never guessed". She giggles.
(Jesses POV)
      I feel tears in my eyes as Lukas tells me he likes Petra. Olivia sees my pain in my eyes.  She knows I like Lukas.
~time skip~
  I lay awake while everyone is awake. I knew I would never be good enough for Lukas. I'm just stupid Jesse who can't stop a stupid computer from taking over the world. I shouldn't even be here.  Even though I am so happy on the inside I am tearing apart. I don't know how to go on anymore with my secret and my pain. It just hurts to much.

A/N: Here you go Speed meter here's your update! I am so so so so so so so so so so sorry it took so long to update! It's hard getting back into the routine updating my books! I promise to update more soon! See ya later
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