Dear my lovely bully (pasteltomxbullytord)

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Tord pov:
I woke up and got dressed and went to school after that ended I went home and walked downstairs and saw toms bear. I picked it up seeing how much I destroyed it. I brought it upstairs and started fixing it. After an hour or two I walked out and left to go to
I walked over to tom house and knocked on his door. He opens it and looked out it.
"Oh hey word"
"I came over to give you this"
I give him his Tommie bear and he started smiling.
"Thanks"
I heard a person yelled at him and he started to cry.
"You asshole get over here"
"Tord I'm sorry I have to go"
After that, it was 10: 34 at night. I was reading a book. I close the book and went to bed.

-time skip tom pov-
I could not sleep. It was 1:00 am. Anytime I did. I would wake up to nightmares or dragged out of bed and beaten. I looked at the clock hoping it would go after. I heard loud banging coming from my door. I got up and walked over to it and open it. My father walked in drunk and looked at me.
" what the hell are you wearing"
" PJ dad"
I looked at the ground as he looked at me.
"Will they look fucking slutty change now"
"Ok I'm sorry"
I got on sweatpants and a hoodie.
"Is that better"
"Yes now get the fuck over here"
I walked over to him not having a choice in it. He took his bottle and slammed it on my head. I feel to the ground and he started kicking me down every time I went to clean the mess.
"You're just like your mother helpless"
He laughed at me.
I but laid there crying
"What did the big baby get hurt"
After a while, he left to go to work. I got up to fix the mess and clean up the cuts.
I went to the bathroom and wrapped up my head and looked myself in the mirror.
" you flicking ugly prick no one will love you not your mom, not your dad, not your friends, not even your ex-lover you're alone. That what is what you only going to get you shitty monster. "
I yelled at myself in the mirror. I started crying a fell to the ground.
"I hate myself so much it's not funny"
I looked at my arms at all the new and old cuts on it. My demons started talking to me saying things like.
"What the hell makes you he think will love you"
" he didn't love you before"
" you ugly excuse for a human"
" oh wait your not human your a monster and that all you never be"
"Kill your self"
"Kill your self"
"KILL YOUR SELF"
I started crying more and picked up the razor.
I put it up to my skin butting more cuts on my arms and smiling at it.
"One for my dad"
"One for my mon"
"One for edd"
"One for matt"
"One for Patrick"
"One for Paul"
"One for tommie"
"and the last one for tord"
I let the blood flow out as I sat there. Smiling.
" oh what the would be like without me.