Dear my lovely bully (pasteltomxbullytord)

7

Tom pov.
I laid there thinking . I looked at Tord as he slept quietly.
-flash back-
My mom was holding my hand as we walked down the street. We stoped at her friends house and she got a bag filled with pills. We kept walking into we stoped at a big building with lots of windows .
She bent down to my level and holds my hands in her's.
"Hey tom can you do mommy a favor please"
"Yes mom what is it"
"Turn around and don't look back into i tell you too."
"Yes mommy"

Tom mom pov:
Tom turned around i took out a box and but in on the ground. I walked into the building and to the top floor. I grabbed the bag of drugs and took all 5 pills. I walked over to the window and stepped out holding onto the building.
"Tom honey you can look now"
I watched as tom turned around and looked at me.
"Mommy get down you get hurt"
" im sorry my baby blue"
"MOMMY"
I turned around and pushed myself backwards.
And hit the ground as everything went black.

Tom pov:
I watched as my mom hit the ground. Blood was around her head and she was not breathing. I picked up the box as tears poor down my faces. I looked around for people and no one was there. I walked inside the building and saw a man on his phone.
I walked over to hims and pulled on his shirt.
He kept tacking so i did it again.
He covered up his phone and looked down at me.
"What do you want kid cant you tell I'm on the phone"
" sorry to bother you but my mommy went all the way to the top and feel down and now she not breathing."
The man looked at me as i said that , then looked at this phone.
"Excuse me i'll call you back"
He ended the phone call and looked at me.
" did your mom leave anything behind like a note or something"
"Yes she left me this box"
I give the man the box and he open it. He pulled out a bear and a note. He looked over the note and put his hand over his mouth.
" im sorry tom but you mom is not coming back. "
"Why is that"
" will sometime when people are every sad they go away to a happy places"
"Oh so my mom happy now"
"Uh yes"
He took out his phone and called the cops.
After a while my father and the cops came. They took my mom in a truck will my father took me. I was stuck in my room for two day into i was able to come out. I walked down stairs hungry and tired. I went to the house phone to call one of my most trusted friends edd.
It ringed and ringed into i heard a small smol voice on the other end.
"Hello"
"Hi edd its me tom"
"Oh hey tom"
" how are you"
"Tom... I'm sorry we cant talk anymore"
"Why is that"
"Its cause I'm don't want to be your friend ok I'm sorry tom but i have to go"
"Oh by-"
After that edd hanged up.
I'll just call matt.
And the same thing happen just even more sadder. Then i looked at tords number.
"Tord wont leave me right he love me we been dating for a year"
Im only 10 now but when i was 9 tord asked me out and i said yes now we been dating ever seen. I put in his number and it ringed then i heard tord voices.
"Hi tord "
"Tom"
"Yea tord"
"Tom im leaving you"
I started crying
"B-but why"
"Oh you wanna know why"
"Yes i would love to"
"Its cause your a pieces of shit that no one love ok. i don't even love you. i been cheating on you this hole time . Even your mother hates you that why she killed her self. Just go cut your self ok do it for everyone you suicidal pieces of shit"
More tears went down my faces as he said that.
"Tord.... i love you bye"
I hanged up the phone as my father walked in.
"What happen you cunt did you lose your friends"
"For a matter of fact yes i did"
"Why don't you forget about it by cleaning this house top to bottom mhm and if there anything out of places i will beat you till you bleed."
He started walking away and i looked at him.
"Can i at least have a hug"
He turned around and looked at me. He grabbed my hair and pulled me to the ground.
"Monster like you don't get hugs ok they do chores and are locked in a room with out food"
He let go and left me there sitting on the ground crying.
I got out the cleaning supplies and started cleaning. After i was done he started to beat me into i had an black eye. I walked into the bathroom and looked at myself. I turned on the hot and cold water as the steam started to fog up the mirror. I drawled a horn on me and looked at my black eyes.
"I really am a monster i big fat ugly monster"
I splash water at the mirror.
-end if flash back-
"Hey its time to get up for school"
"Oh ok"
We got up and dresses and left for school . It was the same as the past days but it better then other days.