Cas picked up his pen, tears hitting the piece of wrinkly paper in his hand. His pen glided across the paper in beautiful cursive. But this time he wasn't proud of his cursive. He was only sad that he would never see that cursive again.
Dean,
I'm so sorry. I hope you forget me soon enough. I can't take any of this
anymore. I was a lonely soul until I met you. Thank you for showing me everything life can be. Just because I love you doesn't mean I should stick around and fuck up your life.
See you soon,
Castiel
Cas pushed and turned on the white cap with green print. It popped open, and with every movement Cas could feel waves of dread sweeping over him, each harder than the last. He shook the small bottle, dumping the contents into his hand.
Cas made a scoffing noise after reading the directions and dumped a generous amount into his soft palm. He sighed and thought about how Dean would react. He heard something that resembled footsteps, then banging on the door caused him to jump.
Oh shit.
"CAS PLEASE." He heard crying and banging.
"CAS. BABY. PLEASE."
Too late. Cas swallowed the pills and layed down on the cold, hard tile. He focused on the noise coming from everywhere around him as he started to slip out of reality.
"I'm not going to hurt you anymore, Dean." The boy spoke slowly and softly as he faded away, a ghost of a smile sweeping across his face.
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Footsteps and Sam yelling "GET OUT OF THE WAY!"
The doorknob's metallic sound clanking until it budged.
The gasps and cries.
Dean cupping a mop of dark hair, treating it like a baby bird and running his fingers through the dark locks.
Dean. All he could hear was Dean.
Dean's heart pounding.
Dean's tears hitting Cas' cheeks.
A fowel stench of stomach acid flooded his brain. The moment slowed to a halt.
"Sam! Call 9-"
Everything went silent. Perhaps it didn't go silent, maybe he just couldn't hear anything.
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Follow You Down (Destiel)
Fanfiction*COMPLETED* Always be nice to people you bump into, they might change your life. Destiel high school AU (Trigger warning- self harm, depression/suicide, abuse, smut) Yeah hi this is my first story, read at your own risk! Also sorry for the bad gramm...
