Josh woke up
He smelled something familiar it was
Morning
Josh jumped out and realized he was still here
In his
'Special' place
He knew his parents would be upset
They didn't like when josh wouldn't come home
They ... worried
Josh worries all the time
He didn't quite know what it was
Tyler called it 'anxiety'
He really has a way with words
That's why josh loved tyler
Because he helped him with his words
"TYLER!",
Josh remembered
He wondered where he had gone
No not wondered
Worried
Josh didn't have time to worry he had to get home before his parents found out he had been gone
But it was too late
Josh saw his parents where they usually were when this happened
They were sitting on the coach starring at the door
Waiting for josh
He felt terrible
He knew they were worrying
He hated when other people worried because he knew what it felt like
It was terrible
Tyler said that josh didn't need to feel bad because he doesn't worry like other people did he was
'Different'
Josh finally came in the door
His parents were mad
Madder than they were yesterday or the day before
Josh tried to hide but he couldn't
"Where were you?",
Josh's mother asked
"We were worried.
You can't just leave like that and not come back"
"It makes me worry."
There was that word
AGAIN
Worry
Josh couldn't handle that word right now
He ran into his room and he stayed quiet
Josh was good at that
He loved listening because he couldn't talk much
He only talked to Tyler
Lately he stopped because he loved hearing Tyler's voice
Maybe tyler was mad that josh didn't talk anymore
Maybe he was upset that he didn't listen as well
Maybe...
Josh stopped himself
This wasn't worth it he knew tyler loved him
He would have to worry about it tomorrow
So even though it was 1 pm
Josh went to sleep
And put the worries away
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Truce (joshler)
FanfictionNever forget don't ignore. Cause and effect. You can't go back in time. Josh is broken. Because of the incident. He has tyler now but he can't forget the incident. He is only 'fine' when he's in his special place with Tyler