I fell in love

Flash back...

Kieran's POV.

I placed my hand on the window to the room where Lo.. I can't even say he name with out cry. As tears rolled down my cheeks. 

Tracy and my mum were getting breakfast, I don't even know how they can eat, everytime I think of food it makes me feel sick. It is hard to breathe any more. But I need to talk to her, I need to hold her. 

I opened the door to the room and walked in, but had to stop to wipe the tears away. I need to be strong for her. There was a chair by her bed side, it had a pale blue seat and a brown frame. What! Why am I intrested in the chair. I guess it trying to destract the thought of Lola lying, bearly alive next to it.

I sit down on the chair and hold her weak, lifeless hand with both of mine.

"Lola, I am so sorry, for everything. I should of new it wasn't you who said them things. I should of at least talked to you about. And I am so sorry that I never told you I loved you, I thought, well what I was, is that I was scared," I said out to her as if she could hear me.

But as I looked at her something caught my eye, I looked down at her wrist, a cut was there. To start with I thought it must be just a normal everyday scratch but, as I look closer I realised ...

"NO No no baby no please no," I cryed as tears flooded down my cheeks, all up her arm there were old and new cuts.

" I am sorry, I wasn't there for you, But baby we can fight the pain and go through the pain together, How about this just remember the first time we met, and all the happy memories, Like when we.....

Lola's POV.

I could hear, a voice even though it was quiet, I could tell it was Kieran's, Eventhough my whole body ached, his vioce was soothing almost. To know he was with me. I could hear what he was saying about our memories.

FLASHBACK.

"Baby, Let me come over, I have food, and titanic," Kieran widpered down the phone.

"It's like well late though, and im in my pyjamies," I said tiredly.

"Please, ask Tracy if i can stay the night please, I need to see my best friend, I have cookie's and ice cream and lots of other food, " He giggled down the phone.

"OOOO... I will ask now 1 sec!" I shouted down to Tracy, who was going to work at 10:30pm, so she said it was ok.

"Kieran, Kieran, Kieran she said ok, when you comeing over," I shouted to Kieran.

*Door bell rings*

"Already here baby!" He says as he walks in the room.

"Tracy just left, But bum, I forgot to get your favourite cherry-aid!" Kieran says looking worried.

"Don't worry baby, We don't need it," I say.

"No, We do, would you mind pooping to the shop I will give you £10, and i will put all the stuff in bowls and set the movie up," Kierna looks at me with his puppy dog eyes.

"Go on then, I will go now yehh," I pull on my shoes and coat, not bothering to put any trousers over my shorts.

 I walked to the shop just thinking about Kieran, I picked up the cherry-aid, still thinking about Kieran, and then walked home thinking about Kieran. 

 When I came back Kieran was waiting at the top of the staires with his purple dressing gown on.

"Close your eyes," Kieran said and held my hand, and opened the door to my bedroom. He couting to three and then.

"Open your eyes," He wispered.

I looked around the room, and omg the room had a beautiful pink den. I walked in to the room and looked into the den and it was beautiful, there were fairy lights, and the t.v and all the food, and my 3 favourite movies. I looked at Kkiera, and smiled because it was perfect.

"You did all this, it's beautiful," I said, I couldn't stop smileing.

"Yep, I had too," He climbed into the den and I followed him in.

He is my knight in shining armor, god I sound weird.

"Don't you mean your knight in a purple dressing gown!" He giggled.

"Fudge, I said that out loud," I laughed.

*END OF FLASKBACK*