I fell in love

I will be fine..

*FLASHBACK*

"How dare you, how dare you answer back to me, ever since the day you were born you've made my life hell!"  My mother scremed. 

She grabbed my wrist pulling me up the staries, her fingernails digging into my pale bruised skin.

"I'm sorry, please your hurting me," I cried.

"What was that!" She pushed me into the wall, I could feel her hand closing around my throat, I began to gasp for air, trying to scream but no stop comeing out...

*END OF FLASHBACK*

I jumped when I heard the scream. It was only a few seconds later that I realised I was the one screaming. I looked around me, so scared.

It was just a nightmare, always a nightmare. I jumped again as I heard footsteps out side my room.

"Lola, lola are you ok?" it was only Tracy, she must of heard the scream she came running in wearing her flowered dressing gown.

"Sorry did I wake you it was just a nightmare," I apoligised.

"Not to worry love, as long as your ok, would you like me to sit with you for a while?" 

"No no i will be fine,"  

As she closed the door i wish she had stayed, I felt alone, I didn't want to worry Tracy tho.

I reached out to my cup on the bedside table winsing as it still hurt, I took a sip of the water and curled up under my blanket.

That nightmare I'd had for years, not every night just quite a lot, but ever since my fall... 

The nightmare was becoming more often and way more realistic... 

I am so scared...