Live Your Life

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Slim POV

"Well, I think we should first tell each other why we think we broke up and then go in to detail." Bree said. I nodded in agreement.

"I think that we broke up...well I called it...but I think we broke up because you...not to be rude...were acting up and being a hoe." I said. This is all truth so I ain't going to sugar coat anything.

"Uh ok. Well I think we broke up because we had a lot of lack of communication." She said. That's true.

"Alright let's go through all of these events in our relationship." I said, starting this long ass conversation.

"I think the first thing was the strip club ordeal." She said. I nodded and rubbed my face. Now that I think about it, me and Bree been through to much.

"Yah that was it. I found you at that strip club and helped you and all that captain save a hoe shit. I told your ass to quit and you said aight. Then you snook out and still went then got yourself in a fucked up situation." I stated. She looked a little bothered but then changed her facial expression.

"Well when you put it that way yes but you never listened to me when I explained." She said.

"I'm listening now so explain." I said giving her my full attention.

"I don't see a point. That was so damn long ago." She said. I arched an eyebrow at her.

"Yo Bree, your ass wanted this fucking talk so talk." I said raising my voice a little. She sighed and rolled her eyes.

"Before you Slim, I had to do everything by myself for myself and Lily. I never felt comfortable relying on other people. Then you come and want to do everything for me and Lily and I didn't want it to come off as if I wanted you for all the material shit." She said. Can I slap her now...or nah.

"I did that shit because I wanted to! I didn't mind and I told you this a million times. When I said I got you, I GOT YOU!" I stressed to her. I don't know how else to say this to her.

"Ok, I understand." She said then sighed.

"Next." She said pushing her bangs out her face.

"Next was the abortion." I said. Now this is a touchy subject. I can tell she got a little uncomfortable.

"Do we have to talk about this?" She asked, twisting her lips.

"Hell yah. This is serious." I said. It's either all or nothing.

"I got the damn abortion because I didn't want the baby. I know it may sound selfish but in my situation it wasn't. It is wasn't an easy decision but I had to do it. No way in hell was I going to have Ralph's child. I will look at that child everyday and see him and remember the fact that his or her father fucking rapped me." She said tears threatening to fall.

"You don't get it-"

"No! YOU don't get it! You don't get what I went through." She yelled the tears falling freely now.

"Calm the fuck down Breeana. If you let me fucking understand what you went through I would! The bottom line is that you killed an innocent child. No matter what emotional shit you were going through, by getting that abortion, you became less of a woman and more like a little girl. Tell me what I said when you told me you where pregnant." I said. She wiped her face and looked at me.

"TELL ME BREE!" I yelled making her jump a little.

"You said that you didn't care if the baby was Ralph's. You would treat it like your own." She said then wiped her face again.

"Exactly. I was going to be there for you through it all but instead you went BEHIND my back and got an abortion. Do you know what that did to my trust? It fucking broke it Bree. I don't trust people but I actually trusted you but you went behind my back. That point I was just like fuck this selfish ass bitch. I still stuck with you though. Truthfully part of me was doing it for Lily because she was like mine. Most of me did it because I love you. Today, I still think you are a selfish bitch. But I still love you. You got a place in my heart that can't be replaced my nobody else but that abortion shit fucked me up for real. I can give you a whole speech about how abortion is wrong but I'm pretty sure you already know that." I said. She nodded and I passed her a tissue box. I feel like I am getting some weight off my shoulders that has been there for over 10 years.