4 months later
BAILEY
I and Jai haven't talked at all
I'm 5 months pregnant today
" beau come on !" I yell from down stairs
" I'm coming I'm coming jeez " he chuckled
" in the car" I rolled my eyes
-at the hospital-
" would you like to know the gender ?"
The doctor asks smiling I look at beau and nodded as he did as well
" yes thanks " beau smiled
" it's a .."
-- 2 weeks later --
We are having a gender reveal party today
I and beau invited
James , Daniel
Gina , Luke
Jai, and other family friends
Votes for boy or girl
Boy 15
Girl 20
If your wondering Jai hadn't turned up
Not surprised.
" Is everyone ready " I smile standing in front of the box which held the answer
Beau stood beside me
" 3..2..1" beau screams I let go of the box lid
" ITS A BOY" everyone cheered
I kissed beau passionately oh did I forget to mention I and beau had been dating for 3 months now !
" mummy ! " Oakley yells grabbing my attention
"Yes darling " I smile
" where's daddy gone ?" She asks looking around for him my smile drops
" he's gone again baby I don't think he's coming back " I hug her a single tear ran down her cheek it always shattered my heart when I see my babies cry cause their dad didn't make an effort to see them
" here go to uncle beau darl " I pick her up passing her to beau
I walked into the kitchen and grabbed a glass
" what gender was it " he asked I dropped the glass as he startled me I turn around
" Jai " I said as if I were breathless
" it's a boy " I reply
" I've always wanted a boy " he slightly smiled I smiled back
" the girls miss you " I say breaking the silence between us
" I can have them tonight if they want to " he stared into my eyes
" I'm sure they'd love that " I say breaking eye contact
JAI
She was so gorgeous
Her bump was pretty big now
Sometimes I wish that was my child
But I told her to fuck off when I needed her
Most when she told me she loved me and I fucking shrugged it off like I didn't love her too! Now she's happy in beaus arms while I'm empty inside slowly dying going insane i needed her she makes me sane she kept me on track then I fucking got into my habits again ! I'm such a dickhe-
" Jai" her angelic voice said
" mm " I hum snapping out of my trance
" please don't do anything in front of the girls " she said sadly
" of course I won't " I smiled she smiles back I go to hug her she gladly accepted I smelt her hair I squeezed her tight cause who knows when she'll be back in my arms or if she ever will be back in my arms
BEAU
I kiss bailey on her lips
" I can't wait to meet Minnie beau " I grin
" me too " she smiles wide
I rubbed her tummy and got on my knees and kissed her stomach
" daddy loves you little man " I smiled and got back up and looked into her dark brown eyes as she stared deep into my bright green eyes she searched my soul
I kiss her.
