Just A Fan (Mini Ladd x Reader)

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A/N: Warning: Depressing chapter most of it, and mention of rape too. Also don't play the song yet.

All alone, something I feared the most, nobody loves me, nobody cares about me. I paced back and forth as I hugged my knees.

I stopped crying, it was like I wasted all of my tears all away. I've never felt this alone since my childhood, it wasn't even the best, and now that I realized James was fake, it was even worse.

Flashback

"Please dad no!" I cried as he slapped me, my clothes were ripped, my hair was tangled and all over the place.

"Shut up! You useless brat" He took off his belt as he hit me with it, I cried and cried but nobody came to save me. I begged for him to stop but, he never did.

"I'll teach you a lesson!" He took off his pants as I screamed, he dragged me to his bed as he tossed me there.

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I trembled as I paced back and forth, my behind hurt on what my cruel father did to me. I don't deserve this, I can't even stop the pain from my bum. It hurt so much.

"That's what you get for being such a stupid bitch and throwing my drink on the TV" He spit where I was at and left, slamming the door shut.

"Why does nobody love me?" I cried as I gripped my grip on my knees, there's no purpose for me in life.

End Of Flashback

I wiped the stains of tears that were left on my cheeks, I got off the counter, whimpering as I felt the pain from yesterday. I'm so weak once Craig isn't here.

The sound of the door bell was heard throughout the whole apartment, I tried my best to get there then opened the door, leaning on the nearest wall for support.

"Hello Ms. L/N, we work for the Police Department, are you the girlfriend of Craig Thompson?" A lady with brunette hair asked with a male officer, I nodded as I tried my best to not cry about Craig.

"Well when we went to the criminals warehouse but we didn't find any traces of Craig, we want to know if you perhaps seen him?" I became confused knowing they could not find him, did someone moved him from there?

"No I uh didn't seen him, only got sent with a live video of him being..." I looked down as the lady put a hand on my shoulder.

"It is alright, ma'am but he is reported missing at the moment. If you perhaps see him, give us a call ok?" I slowly nodded to the woman.

"And please, don't think it's your fault or anything for his death, have a nice night" How the fuck am I suppose to have a nice night if the only person who loves me died?

They started walking away but I could hear their conversation on the way to their car.

"Poor girl, she looked like a mess in there. Can't imagine what she's going through" The man spoke, as the woman agreed with him. I shut the door as I sighed.

Ignoring the pain, I went to the kitchen, I went through Craig's fridge looking for anything to ease the pain. I found some beer he had, I took four out as I opened all and started drinking one by one.