Just A Fan (Mini Ladd x Reader)

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Y/N's POV

I groaned as I woke up, where am I? This isn't my place, why am I in the woods? I saw a nearby lake, I went to it and it was very beautiful, the moon was shining down on it and was very shiny and sparkly.

"Hello there, Y/N" I turned around seeing an old lady and an old man with white wings.

"Grandma?? Grandpa??" I wanted to cry once I saw them, I missed them, they were the only ones who actually adored me.

"Hello sweetie, welcome" Grandpa smiled at me which I did so too.

"Where am I? And why are you guys wearing wings?" I questioned it.

"You are in between" I got confused once she said that, what does she mean? In between?

"What is that?" I asked.

"Where you choose if you go in the afterlife or go back" She showed me something, I saw myself in a hospital bed, all bruised up. I gasped as I saw everyone in the waiting room.

Were they waiting for me? I saw Craig the most hurt, his mother calming him and soothing him down.

Then, I saw my mom, what is she doing there? Going to torture me?

"Your mom is there because she wanted to apologize, apologize for everything she has done. Your father is in jail now" I looked at them then looked down.

"She is a good woman just your father abused her, controlled her. But she really did love you deeply" Grandma explained as I kept looking.

"Why is my stomach so skinny now?" I asked them, I was a bit fat because of the baby.

"Well honey, your baby... Died" My heart beat stopped, my baby? But I didn't even get to know its gender.

"Here, this is how he would've looked like" He? It was a he?

I saw a boy running at me and hugging me, I gasped as tears ran down my face. I hugged him and sobbed. My baby died, it was my fault he did.

I looked at him, he had E/C like me and hair like his dad. His skin was like mine too. His lips were light pink like mine too.

"I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry for not letting you have a life" I hugged him again, I didn't even get a chance to give him a name, his first meal, when he falls in love, when he graduates, when he himself gets to be a parent.

Everything was my fault, I should've listened to Craig.

"Honey, I think you should calm down" Grandma said but I didn't listen to her, I just hugged him and cried.

"Oh god, her heart monitor is going faster. Get the doctor in here!!" A nurse said, I didn't care about my life.

I just want to die.

"Lookie lookie, the slut is finally giving up"

I heard someone say, suddenly a dark fog headed our way. Suddenly, I saw James.

"What a happy reunion, where's my invitation?"

"Get the hell out of here!" I glared at him but he just smirked.

"Oh I'm very sorry, you're having a moment. What a pathetic shit"

"The only pathetic here is you! You don't deserve to be here! Be gone" Grandma told him, shining a bright light to him.