Just A Fan (Mini Ladd x Reader)

Authors Note

So since it's officially summer I'll update even more, not lying but when we were in dismissal a lot of people cried and so did I, and this is the first time I saw my boyfriend cry.

It was so sad because we are all going different paths and I didn't get to cherish that enough, if you're going to be an 8th grader or about to leave high school, please, don't stop and ignore the people that you love since you may never get to see them ever again.

I'm really sorry that this isn't a chapter but I just needed to say some stuff.

Next year, I'm officially going to be a freshman, I won't get to see my boyfriend, my friends, and especially my teachers that I deeply love.

Like I said before, cherish the moment you have with your friends/people that you love before it's too late, if you think you don't have any friends or anybody that loves you, I'm always here, I love making new friends!

But if you ignore everyone that tries to be friendly then people won't talk to you and you're just going to think that way, please don't ignore anybody, don't judge someone by looks, or how rich or poor someone is.

That doesn't even matter, the importance is if they have a good or bad heart, if someone's mean to you then you can ignore them. Don't start drama, keep being strong and show them that nobody can bring you down.

Sorry for that unnecessary speech, but seriously I'll miss everyone from my school, I'll miss how my friend would laugh at weird times, I'll miss how how my boyfriend and his friends would make weird jokes about his dick.

I'll miss how my boyfriend gave my all those hugs, kisses and most importantly how he touched my ass, even though that may sound weird I enjoyed it, I'm glad he was the one who got my first kiss, first time I held hands with someone, first time I hugged, first time I said I love you to a guy, I'll miss how he was so sweet to me, how he cared so deeply about me.

I'll miss how my science teacher always hit a student with paper, I'll miss how people said this teacher looked like the guy who stole Woody. I'll miss how my karate teacher made awful jokes, I'll miss how my social studies teacher got annoyed at my boyfriend on talking, how my art teacher always showed off her art work which was amazing, how my music teacher got a temper quickly.

How my reading teacher was the calmest guy ever, how the librarian was like a best friend to me, how my gay friend would help me through tough times, when my friend with a big forehead was always the one showing off, how my blonde friend always was there so I could gossip to her. How angry my boyfriend got, when he touched my thighs, how much he loved me.

I'll miss seeing them all, miss how a lot of people helped me get to say yes to my now boyfriend, wow I'm going to cry I swear.

Im sorry you all had to read this, but if you did, thank you, I just guess I wished I had more time to be with everyone that I love, but anyways!

Updates will come soon enough, I promise!

If you're like me and leaving to high school or leaving high school, are you going to miss anybody? Did someone cry when they said their goodbyes? I sure as hell I did.

Anyways that's all, I'll see you in the next one my fellow cookies.