Just A Fan (Mini Ladd x Reader)

{24}

"W-what?" Did he just say to get rid of the child we made?

"Are you deaf? Get rid of it!" He raised his voice making me whimper, I could see the anger in his eyes.

"Why? It's our child!" I fought the tears from spilling out.

"We will not have the same thing happen like before" He fought back which angered me, he was the reason why we are having it.

"You made this happen! So now we will have it, nothing bad will happen to it" I got closer to him, crossing my arms.

"I just don't want anything bad happen to you and the baby, I don't wanna lose you" He lowered his tone.

I grabbed his hand making him look at me, sadness in his eyes.

"It won't happen again ok? I'll make sure of it" I assured him.

"Fine BUT I do most of the work, and try to eat as much as possible if you'd like" I nodded then he sighed.

"Can't believe we're actually going to have a baby, I'll make sure it won't get injured" He pulled me closer as he smiled.

"You know, you really are bipolar" He rolled his eyes with a smile, which made me giggle.

"I wonder how you look with your belly fat" I crossed my arms then gave him a look.

"You'll be pretty nonetheless" He kissed my forehead making me feel a bit better.

I just hope we won't lose our baby again, honestly, deep inside I was scared. Scared that the same event will happen yet again.

What if it actually happens again? I just hope not, I really want a family with Craig.

Funny how I didn't want a kid or even a boyfriend when I was a little girl, things have changed now.

7 year old you

"And one day you'll meet the right guy" My grandma chuckled but I gave a disgusting look.

"Ew no, boys have cooties" I complained but she just laughed.

"I thought that too when I was young, but when I was 18 I wanted a special guy. He made my heart flutter and my whole world stop, and you know who that was?" I shook my head.

"That was your grandpa" She chuckled as she looked up.

"Don't think everybody is horrible, just because everyone is, they'll always be that person who will always be there even if nobody else is. Don't think you need everyone to love you, you just need at least one person or two to be there for you, if you lose people then those are not real people, the ones who will always come back to you are your real friends and if you do get a boyfriend/girlfriend then that's the person who will spend the rest of their life with you, or be single" She explained to me.

"Girlfriend? But I'm already a girl" I gave a questionable look.

"Well girls can like girls as well as boys can like boys, girls who love girls are called lesbians but it's fine, it's love, no matter the race, the gender but the age at times matter for example a 13 year old with a 40 year old, now that's a tad bit weird" She chuckled a bit.

"Never judge someone's love because of how they look like or what they wear, no girl is pardon my language but a slut if she wears revealing clothes, let her wear whatever, never slut shame someone nor judge someone, only if they judge you of course. Never slut shame a girl, never think a guy can't get sexual harassed as well, not only girls, just because guys are so tough doesn't mean they can't get taken advantage of" I nodded, though still don't understand why she was telling me this.