The Cutthroat's Lament [Killing Stalking X Reader]

= 6 = My Last Goodbye

=== Disclaimer: all characters belong to koogi (except Oh Jamie / Jamie Oh) The character Oh Jamie belongs to Ahyun ===

Author's P.O.V

Once (Y/n) reached her office, her bare feet, embraced the cold touch the cream-tiled floor radiated. It was pitch black, curtains bouncing light no where near the room. Walking in, she flipped the switch that had a sticky substance. Distracted by the unusual liquid, it was blood. She looked around, the first thing that caught her eye.

A dead woman, the girl, who appeared to try and escape through the vent on my ceiling. The fairy lights that she hasn't removed, decorated her violet-bruised neck, vomit stained her black clothing, blood from her ears, trickling down. The only thing (Y/n) did was scream, inching closer to inspect the corpse. She had (Y/n)'s secret, almost slipping out of grip from her hand. "HELP ME! HELP!" a voice shouted at (Y/n). She hugged her legs, pulling her down. "You never helped me, where were you when i needed help!? Huh!?" (Y/n) screamed, the close-to-death woman squirmed in confusion. "WHAT ARE U T-T-TALKI.." The fairy lights blinked on and off. While nearly her neck was slipping off, one of the bulbs popped, the horrified officer stepped back from her.

Electric currents, coursing through her veins, he woman fell, causing water from the desk to fall on her head. Twitches and sparks engulfed the disorted and violated corpse.

She was now dead...

(Y/n) grabbed her 'secret' from the corpse, a scene of police tapes soon covered the entrance of her workarea. Its was currently stated she had done suicide or a accidental failure in escaping.

She needed to pay no heed, then collected everything she owned and brought in the CCTV system room, a glimpse of Sangwoo in the screen, going to where she was at. Jamie, going to his dormitory in the building.

She let out a puff and a large amount of air she didn't realize she held in. Walking to the parking lot, she saw what she hated to see most. In the trash, it laid, tattered women's clothing.

She didn't want to go near the hideous clothing, but her body moved near it. Laughter, pointing fingers at her peciluar body, her hair being pulled, whispers behind her back.... It was all HIS FAULT.

=== FLASHBACK (YOU WERE A SENIOR & TUTOR FOR JUNIOR STUDENTS) ===

During this particular time of day, you'd be inside the libary, taking care of it while Ms.Ora. But no, this wouldn't be a average kind of moment.

Your clothing, disposed onto the floor, nearly ruined by being tattered and stained by very familiar substances. The only thing that filled the quiet libary, was moans, skin slapping and objects roughly falling down. The grip on your hips, made your body stay in place, pleasure gushes through your veins along with guilt.

Your P.O.V

I clenched the sides of the table, i was being roughly pounded by my homeroom teacher. *slap* the skin on my ass stung, he started biting on my back, teasing my clit. I..I, someone help me.. "gah!" I climaxed... he still banged me even if i was sore all over. I had bruises erupting from his vice-grips as he dominated me.

While i was getting this treatment, i looked up. Between the spaces of the chemistry books, what i feared the most looked through the space. A polished Nikon of camera lens, just picturing my petite form getting banged. I mouthed out, 'he-help me' to whomever was behind the shelf, just went through a corner, picturing me and taking a piece of my tattered clothes. What kind of a monster could do such a thing!? I bent my head down as soon as T.Oh went out and slid in my other hole, filling me up. Help me... why won't anyone?

A few minutes later, i cleaned myself, the mess and prepared everything for the student I needed to tutor, Yoon Bum. "M-m-in (Y/n)? Are you..my tutor?"
I nodded, grinning as my sore legs sat down, indicating for him to sit with me.

A black polished object was placed down, as he sat. It was a camera. I gulped looking at his nervous smile. "Delete it." "I SAID DELETE IT"

He covered his temple, in fear that i might hit him. "W-we're the same you know?.." he croaked out. He friskly stood up and grasped my shoulders, "T-T..THE SAME, YOU K-KNOW?!" His pupils were dilating. "No, we aren't." He slapped me across the face.

We are, and, Will Always Be

I soothed my cheek, he raised his phone to my eye level. A photo, A Scandal, i backed away, fearing for what comes next. "Now, I've been waiting for you (Y/n)..." he blindfolded me.

And at that time, the same punishment was placed on me, and i couldn't do anything... or else.. he'd send the photo online.. such blackmail.. such evilness. And yet it all had to be inflicted on me.

We were the same, i ended up loving him, i ended up being left, fought for my pride... i lost it.. and yet i found him again, i wanted to love him again... but... i can't

=== END OF FLASHBACK ===

*drip* *drip* I touched my ears, my hearing aids fell to the ground, blood threathing to fall. 'Slut' 'what a bitch' 'go to hell ya little whore' the whispers, 'hahaha, look at the failure run!' The laughter... *press* *poke* 'its her fault!' The pointing & accuses... My Pride...

I quickly wiped the blood, sticking my hearing aids back. I don't need him, i have Seungbae now. I rummaged in my bag, holding the secret i've hidden for so long. An SD card, it held all the blackmail he lied down on my shoulders.

I loosened my grip, this SD card from his camera, was the only thing that keep me loving him...but i love someone else, im sorry Bum.. force inflicted by the heel of my shoes. This is it, im free. Little pieces, falling down the drain, once going everywhere, and now going somewhere alone... just like relationships...

Your P.O.V

[At your car]

Today, I found Yoon Bum, and i need to lose him quick. Send him back to his apartment tomorrow, and possibly force everything out on what happened to him then leave him. If anything much... he almost ruined my whole life. 'Kill him..' but I can't! 'YOU WILL AND YOU'RE GOING TO DO IT (Y/N)'

I turned the wheel, couple of blocks from Kisogi Bar...

This is My Last Goodbye