going to school,
became difficult.
it was hard,
to be in class,
without having anyone,
to call my name,
every five minutes.
it was hard,
to be in class,
without having anyone,
to annoy,
the shit out of me,
every single time.
it was hard,
to be in class,
without having anyone,
to express,
my frustration to,
every time,
i'm unreasonably,
overwhelmed.
it was hard,
to be in class,
without having anyone,
to roll my eyes at,
whenever,
they make,
a stupid joke.
it was hard,
to be in class,
without having anyone,
to stifle my giggle from,
every time,
they tried,
to cheer me up.
it was hard,
to be in class,
without having anyone,
to explain something,
to me carefully,
whenever,
i'm underwhelmed.
it was hard,
to be in class,
without having anyone,
to just sit,
with me,
whenever,
i need,
some quiet.
it was hard,
to be in class,
without ash.
it was hard,
because,
i wasn't,
prepared,
at all.
it was hard,
because,
i took him,
for granted.
