Nothing Like Home //Sabriel//Destiel *discontinued*

Forever

Dean-

  Dean sat on his bed, staring at the wall... Into nothingness.  Bobby was gone.. Their was nothing he could do.. To bring him back.  He didn't want to hunt.  He didn't want to talk to Sammy,  or Ellen,  Jo.... Charlie,  Not even Cas. He was afraid,  and he isn't afraid to admit it. 

  He felt a tear slip from his eye and his lip trembled,  "Dammit Bobby.... Your not supposed to go... Not yet... "

  Dean felt a hand on his shoulder and turned his head to face Cas,  sitting beside him on the bed,  "Dean... "

  Dean grasped Castiels hand and placed it on his face. Cas felt deans warm tears against his palm... But he didn't care as Dean leaned into him, "I love you,  Cas.... " Dean felt the words slip off his tongue like melted candy.  It felt sweet.  He turned his head and kissed Cas's lips softly.

  Cas kissed back and felt Deans fingers card through his hair.  This was different.  Dean needed to forget the pain,  "Cas... Make me forget it... "

  Cas looked into deans eyes,  "Dean... I cannot wipe your memories... I won't.. "

  "No Cas... " Dean planted his lips on Cas's neck,  "Make me forget... "

  Cas sighed softly as Dean kissed up his neck and to his lips, "Please... "

  Dean leaned against the wall and let Cas kiss him,  let him touch him.... Let him wash away his pain.  How long has he known,  really?  That life would throw him around.  That he loved Cas. Forever?  Yeah.... Forever.  He's known forever.  He's damn sure Cas has.

  Dean had to learn to live with out Bobby..... But he has his friends,  he has his family.... He has Cas... He can do this.  As long as Cas is here in this moment.  To. Make.  Him.  Forget. 

  Dean snaked his arm around Cas's waist and placed his hand on the small of the angels back,  closing his eyes as Cas kissed him.

  Forget his mom.  Forget his dad.  Forget Bobby... Forget Jess.... Forget everyone he ever loved that burnt away.  Forget them all. 

  He would let Cas do this....

  Forever.