I've told myself that I'll make it through and you'll still be here but you aren't.
You aren't here and I'm starting to drift away and for that I'm sorry.
I wanna be here but I don't know how much more I can take before I actually break.
You're my best friend and so is he and I wish you both the best I truly do but I don't know how to feel.
I'm struggling to keep swimming in this never ending ocean of trust issues and heart break and God forbid I come up for air.
I'm letting go of this life jacket and I'm also letting go of you. I need to be on my own and I'm sorry. I'm sorry I can't fix myself and continue to be friends at the same time. I'm going to disappear for a while and I hope you know I'm still here for you no matter what.
So my love I bid you goodbye until next time.
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intertwined.
Poesía"so shame on me for burning and shame on you for igniting the flame because I truly shouldn't be burning for someone who doesn't want to keep warm." excerpt from intertwined.
