Everything Happens For A Reason | E.D.

Please Don't Leave Me

Every since Jaylynn came and told me all of these terrible things I haven't been as happy anymore.

I just stay in my apartment unless I need to buy food. Ethan always tried to come over, but I tell him I'm too busy.

I also try to leave my apartment when I know he won't be near. Am I wrong to think I'm not good enough?

I tired to shake my thoughts away. I walked out of the living room to my kitchen and looked in the fridge.

"Dang it! No food. I need to get some groceries."

Suddenly I felt my phone buzz. I took it out of my pocket to see Ethan's name pop up.

"I know you won't answer but I'm going to the warehouse to film a Q&A with Grayson and I wanted to see if you wanted to come?"

I turned my phone off and ignored him.

Since he's not home I'm going to hurry up and buy some groceries.

I felt so bad by not texting him or seeing him but I needed time to heal without him telling me "I love you and only you" or "I think you're beautiful (y/n) screw them."

I looked out my door and saw the empty halls. So I turned around and shut my door and when I turned back around I saw Ethan looking at me.

"What is going on huh?" He said getting up in my face.

"N-nothing." I said not looking at him.

"Are you cheating on me huh? Is that it?" He said.

He was very upset practically fuming.

"N-no that's not it."

"Then what is it!?" He ran his fingers through his hair "tell me!?" He said shaking my shoulders.

"Ethan stop."

He turned around looking at his door then turned back to me inches from my face.

"I'm dying here (y/n), I haven't eaten in days I've been crying myself to sleep every night. I need to know what did I do!?"

I looked closely at him to see bags under his red, puffy eyes and he did look skinnier.

I touched his face gently and he closed his eyes as a tear fell down his face.

What have I done...

"Ethan it's not your fault."

"Then what is it?" He said tears streaming down his face.

"Oh Ethan." I couldn't tell him I felt too bad.

I hugged him as tightly as I could and he put his head on mine.

I did this to him. It was all my fault.

It was at that moment everything was clear. Everything Jaylynn said wasn't true. He did care for me enough to starve himself. I'm such a selfish idiot!

"Please don't let go..." he said softly.

"I won't."

"Please-please don't leave me..."

"I-I won't. I promise."

I'm sorry it was short for some reason I completely forgot it was Tuesday. like...HOW!?