Everything Happens For A Reason | E.D.

Insecure

Ethan was finally out of the hospital and now everything in the world was right again. We both moved from our past mistakes and now we are closer than ever! Grayson is not depressed anymore and they are starting to make more videos a week!

Today I decided to go to the warehouse and hang out with the boys while they shot their special video.

"Hey guys!" I yelled as I walked into the warehouse.

"(Y/n)!!" Ethan yelled excitedly as he ran up to me and threw me into a bear hug. "I missed you!"

I laughed as I hugged him back "Ethan you just saw me yesterday."

"I know but can't a guy miss his girlfriend?"

I looked up at him "okay I'll allow it." I said sarcastically as he rolled his eyes and kissed my forehead.

"Hey (y/n)! We were just about to film a video with a guest! They aren't here yet but I'm super excited!" Grayson said.

I walked up to him "oh who?" I said smiling

"It's-"

Suddenly a very attractive girl came into the warehouse.

"Hey boys!" She said smiling.

"Hey Jaylynn!" Grayson said as he ran up to her and hugged her.

Who is this girl? I've never heard of her.

Ethan walked up to her and gave her a great big hug just like the one he gave me.

"(Y/n) this is Jaylynn she's a newer YouTuber but we've known her since we were like 5." Grayson said

"Hi. So you're Ethan's friend?" She asked

"No I'm his girlfriend." I said crossing my arms

"Really? Ethan don't you think you could've done better?"

My mouth dropped and Ethan looked at her in shock about to yell at her but she just laughed.

"I'm kidding I had you going there didn't I? You guys go set up I'd love to talk to (y/n)."

Ethan and Grayson started to set up.

She smiled at them then she turned to me and gave me a nasty face "I wasn't kidding."

"What the heck is your problem?" I said to her

"My problem is that Ethan is mine and always has been mine ever since we were five."

"I hate to break it to you but Ethan's been my since we were like a few months old so yeah. Sorry."

"Oh but don't you remember you were the one who left we you were like a few months old? You left so free game."

"Same goes for you."

"I didn't leave, they left you little bit-"

"Okay we are all set up. You ready Jaylynn?"

She turned around and smiled "oh I'm ready! (Y/n) and I were just talking she's very uh different."

Ethan jumped in "I like to think of her as unique, better then any other girl I've met." He hugged me tightly

I smiled at him.

They all walked over to shoot the video and when they finished Jaylynn walked up to me.

"I'm so sorry."

"Well we all make mistakes-"

"Oh no I'm sorry that Ethan has to deal with someone like you. I mean look at you. You're not pretty and you're not skinny and don't get me started on your personality. I don't get what he sees in you-"

I started to tear up at these things she was saying, it went from something I could handle to things I can't even explain. It's like every word felt like a knife slowly making its way into my stomach. They made me feel insecure about myself and my relationship with Ethan. Maybe he could do better than an ugly and fat person like me. Maybe I was holding him back from better things.

I walked out the door I just needed space.

Ethan's POV

Why did (y/n) leave?

"What just happened?" I asked Jaylynn

"Oh I have know idea I was just talking to her and she completely freaked out must be something wrong up here." She said pointing to her head

I know Jaylynn and she can be very rude to others so I have a feeling she didn't just walk out of the warehouse for no reason.

I walked out to find (y/n) and saw her on the sidewalk crying.

"Hey (y/n) what happened up there."

She looked at me and wiped her tears "I thought I could handle it but they just kept coming and it hurt me really badly."

"Wait is someone hurting you?"

She shook her head "no...do you-do you think I'm ugly and fat."

Why would she even think such a thing.

"What!? No of course not you are the most beautiful girl I have ever seen. Who put this crap in your mind?"

"Nobody it doesn't matter."

I touched her chin lightly and rubbed her cheek "I think you are gorgeous." I kissed her forehead

"and Sweet." I kissed her nose

"And Your body is beautiful" I kissed her cheek

"And you're the most amazing girl that has ever walked in to my life." I kissed her lips

"Don't let anyone tell you differently."

I held her face lightly rubbing a tear off her cheek and she smiled

"Thank you Ethan."

"I love you (y/n)"

"I love you too."

I smiled and I kissed her again.

Your POV
Ethan really is the best boyfriend but I can't help but think maybe I'm not the best person for him.

Eh not as good I was hoping. 😒 but hey at least I got to post this week. 😂