Seducing My Lesbian Wife

Kabanata 24

Broken

Namamanhid ang katawan ko. Maraming bagay ang pumapasok sa isip ko. Gusto kong hanapin siya, habulin siya at ipaliwanag ang totoo.

Pero bakit ayaw gumalaw ng mga paa ko? Bakit sobrang hina ng pag tibok ng puso ko?

He knew now...

He found out at the wrong way...

But...

He said he loves me...

If he really do...

Why did he walked away?

Why he didn't listen to my explanation?

Why he didn't even ask for my side?

Why he just fucking walked away?

Because if he really loves me...

He will not walk away...

He will listen...

He will ask...

And he will stay...

But why he didn't?

Tears fall on my cheeks even I tried to stop them...

Today my forest is dark. The trees are sad and all the butterflies have broken wings.

Ganun ba talaga? Kapag masaya ka... may lungkot pagkatapos? Kanina lang, ang saya-saya pa namin. Tapos ngayon... sa isang iglap, nag laho ang lahat.

He's mad at me. I knew it. I can feel it. He thought everything I showed were just lies...

But I didn't lie... words can be lies, but not actions. Yes, maybe... actions can be lies too but you can feel if it is true or not. And everything I showed to him were true.

Yes... maybe... I'm in love with him already.

Pero anong magagawa non ngayon? I bet he hates me know... for who I am and he didn't even want to listen to me. What my love for him can do now?

Nothing. Right? I don't even know where he is.

Now I realized... nakakatakot na palang maging masaya... kasi pag sobrang saya ka, may mangyayaring hindi maganda.

Bakit ganun?

Hindi ba pweding masaya nalang palagi?

Why can't I be happy?

Bakit palaging may lungkot at sakit? Simula pa noon... maybe... maybe... I'm just not worth loving, right? Because even my own dad hates me since I was a kid.

Baka ganto nalang talaga ko. Hindi sasaya kahit kailan. Iiwan ng lahat. Maybe I am meant to live alone and not be loved.

A/N: Sorry for short update guys at kung hindi kayo magandahan kasi wala man lang lines or ano. Puro hugot at sakit. Pero kasi parte talaga to ng story. This is Venus point of view and she's broken right now kaya iyan lang ang masusulat ko ngayon. Sorry.