Vampires little secret

~Normal?~

"Oh, come on it's not like you sleep anyway" I spoke into my phone.
"its still way too early." I heard the annoyed voice of Aidan coming from my phone.
"Meet me in the woods in five." He sighed and was about to put the phone down
"Where exactly? The woods are pretty big!" I asked before he had a chance to put the phone down on me.
"The river next to the wind mill." He answered before he hung up on me
This guy is difficult...but I could really use his help right now. After all I have no friends to turn to for advice because of what happened yesterday. Or rather what I did yesterday... and the advice I needed was not typical teenage crap, it was vampire crap.
I mean me and Amanda have been best friends since we where five, and we became friends with Scarlett about two after that. I knew I could never tell them about that side of me, but I also wanted to, so badly, I wanted to share every feeling and thought I had with them, they where always there for me and that's what made me so much more hurt. I lost both of them in only a couple of minutes.

I didn't  really know how to feel about my sudden end to such a long friendship, but in a way I feel better, free somehow like I don't have to pretend to be someone I'm not just to please the two of them.
Although I do miss hanging out with and do stupid things with someone I trusted so deeply, but realistically how long can a friendship last when one of them had a life altering secret?

I mad my was towards my widow after getting myself out of my depressing thoughts, still in my black cat onesie, the one I slept in the night before.
I was too lazy to get dressed for a meeting with Aidan, it's not like he'd care? With that in mind I just headed out the window, bear foot.
As my feet hit the ground I pulled my onesies hood on, to cover my messy hair and headed straight to the wind mill.
Deep into the forest.
The leafs were flying behind me and I felt the cold wind in my face. It's the most amazing thing in the world, for me it was just a relief from my "teen problems" this is why I ended my friendship with Scarlett and Amanda. I needed that reminder, I wan to be myself and have more time to run and feel free as the wind blows in my face. This was what I loved doing. I loved the speed and heightened eyesight and sense of smell that came with being what I was, I loved doing what my body was made for! Hunting.... Rather then talk about things that to me won't matter in a couple of years.
It had to be done for the sake of me, for me to express my self and to figure out what I want to do with the fact that I'm a vampire , a blood sucking immortal monster and I can't change that even if wanted to, even if that meant leaving myself behind for good...
This is what I need help with from Aidan, he's been through it all and he could help me.
Help me figure and balance both my sides out.

Deep in thought I  didn't realise that I have arrived at my destination, the wind mill. Not being  able to stop in time because of the speed I was running at, slightly being hit by a tree branch as a result.
"You need to rehears that."I heard Aidan's voice from behind me. When I turned around I saw him also in his pjs which were black shorts and a black shirt which was pressing against his muscular but skinny body. His black hair was in his left eye and he was leaning against a tree.
"Shut up." I snarled back, holding the spot on my forehead that bumped into the branch.
"So what did you want to talk about ?" He pushed away from the tree and walked closer to me.
I turned around facing him as I pulled my hood back on my head.

Was I really going to ask for help form a guy I haven't even had a conversation with until a day ago? Just because he was my kind, just because he helped me out once. I was ... I was going to ask if he would help me balance my life. Life advice form a vampire sounded like a best seller...
"I need your help?" I sighed as I looked to the side in embarrassment.
"Why? What happened" he rolled his eyes and came closer.

"You seem to, you know how to handle both your social life and you know ... This" I chuckled while looking at Aidan
"Yeah...?" Aidan asked confusedly
"I need to know how? I've tried being normal but it just made me mad! I get so infuriated by every mundane think at this point it's like I could murder someone for asking for a pen and I wouldn't feel bad about it!" I spat my complaints out faster than intended.
"What do I get out it?" He towered over me.
"If I can put my life back on track, I could maybe get you a date with whoever you want"
I was confident with my answer, I mean who wouldn't want to go out with him, his a Greek god compare to other guys I knew.