The Life of Sophia Arabella

A different view at life

The day faded away and the pain was gone. I was back to normal me. Well as normal as a hybrid can be that is. I mean am I still considered a hybrid when obviously my wolf died? For the past few hours all these questions were swimming around my head without any answers. I wanted to know what was going to happen to me, what or when this mysterious war was going to happen. Francesca also left, in my heightened state of pain is when she made her final goodbye. 

"Sophia it is time, I can no longer guide you to your destiny. All this is up to you now. I know you have many questions for me and I am sorry I was unable to answer them for they are spoilers to your life. You have to learn to love, and learn to forgive. Vampires are very different from being a wolf my dear. You have a chance to turn your humanity off if you feel like you had too much. When you wake up you will have a very hard decision to make. Just remember no matter how hard the task is you can always get through it. Stay strong and remember my love for you will always live on." 

Those were her final words to me I screamed calling her, for hours but no answer just like my wolf she was gone. I like to think that she is looking down on me where ever she is protecting me and helping me though these hard times. Tomorrow I will finally be able to leave this forsaken place. I will finally be able to train my new abilities and see what I can actually become. I will finally be able to see Daniel again. I truly missed him. The months together opened up my eyes that you can truley have a second and even a third chance at love. No love is too far out of reach if you take the time to learn who the person was and learn how to trust them. At first I can admit I hated the fact I had another mate, because I set it in my mind that he would leave me and destroy me like the other two had. I know I shouldn't hate Patrick for choosing his mate over me shoot his mate use to be one of my best friends but I still had hope his love for me would be stronger to at least fight for me more. I know I need to get over him and I slowly am its just hard knowing that the guy you were supposed to marry is no longer yours. The one who fought besides you all those years is no where to be found but is with the lovely mate of his starting a family. I sometimes have dreams of him still, we are together in my dreams we are happy, but every dream is always a distant memory trying to help me not let go. I miss the days that I use to be his and he would protect me. Those days are gone now, he has his mate and I have mine. 

I started to hate my mind always thinking so I decided to try to play with my new powers, unfortunately I was unable to use the fire or the ice like before or anything else. I suppose that this room is keeping my abilities asleep. I been sitting in the same place since the whole transformation, I tried to think of my past and my future I was wondering about the war that was soon to be at our hands. I wanted to know why would I declare war against the wolfs. I suppose I must wait and see what causes this great war.  I guess I should try to get some sleep to gain some strength I have been so weak lately its not even fun, and these memories and thoughts are draining me.

"Your majesty you are now allowed to leave. I must say you look drained is there anything I can get you some water, vodka, blood?"  I was waken by my dearest guard and best friend. I seem to have a lot of best friends through out the years. It is funny how life is one day you are friends with curtain people and the next they disappear and you are friends with some one completly new. I wonder how my dear Taylor is doing.

"Caleb you sure know how to lighten the mood" I laughed walking out of the forsaken room.

"Oh you know me Sophia I have been your closest friend since you came to this kingdom. Do you miss your old life?" He asked as we walked down the halls of the small building behind the castle.

"Sometimes I do, a lot has changed and I know I will never be able to get that life back. I miss my friends and sometimes my ex. He chose his mate for a reason and even though I encouraged him to do it I wish he chose me, but I am glad because if he did end up picking me I wouldn't have met an amazing guard and an amazing mate. By the way where is Daniel?" I asked stopping in my tracks looking around for the mate of mine but coming up with nothing.