The Life of Sophia Arabella

Same old War

Fear, Doubt, Anger, Sadness. 

I fought nights and days. I never closed my eyes or turned my back. I never let my guard down or let anyone have a chance to read my emotions. I stood strong and kept moving. The darkness was filling in on the empty fields. We were just helping a pack earlier this month but was ambushed instead of trying to help them. Apparently we were becoming a threat to the other packs surrounding us. They believed we were the reason why the rogues were attacking. The surrounding packs wanted us to leave for a while. 

  I knew why they were attacking it was because of my pack. Our last battle was against vampires and one vamp Jonny took me fed me his blood and killed me. How am I alive? Fear that's what I feel, I don't know what to believe in any more. Doubt. It makes me angry because when I woke no one knew what happened to me. I had changed. Anger. I wanted to run away once I started to crave blood. I was so heartbroken after I attacked Pat trying to suck his blood. I end up being careless and changed him also. He was the only one who knew. Sadness. 

We end up leaving like everyone asked. We recently reached California our new home. I felt like changing our name so we wouldn't be bothered much. Packs feared us, humans ran from us. Pat and I would make sure of that. We loved the chase. 

"You will forget what you seen tonight. You will run away and not look back" Pat compelled our last victim. This is what we done most nights, oh and fight. Some people say we became a rouge pack but they're  just trying to convince themselves that we were better then them. 

"Babe so we received a letter today for help. Some pack in Texas sends for our help stating a rouge attack, killed some of his best fighters. They want us to help them." Pat stated whipping off his mouth 

"What Alpha?" I simply asked walking out of the alley we were currently in.

"N-Nebula...I know what you're going to say. Just liste-"

"Nope not a chance he can fend for himself. I refuse" I cut him off sending him daggers as we past random people some of them being wolves looking at us and bowing.

"I knew you would say that but I replied to them and let them know we were going to help" 

"YOU DONE WHAT!" I screamed. I was furious 

"Soph. It was your father who asked for our help. You need to see him. He doesn't know its you but you need to let him know. He could be in danger." I walked up to him trailing my fingers down his chest.

"You know I don't like that Pat. But since you wanted to act like Alpha for the day prove to me why we need to risk our pack's safety?" I asked in a mere whisper.

"Because baby girl you would regret showing your pathetic excuse of a mate how much stronger you are and how you found someone better then him" He replied and smashing his lips on mine. They were soft and sweet. Shocks filling up my body. We wern't mates but the more our love grew for each other the stronger our bond was getting. 

"When do we leave?" I asked pouting 

"Actually tonight. Don't freak out I already packed for you and we have our plane set up. Only our trainers and 2 of our fighters are coming along. We do not need everyone to come with us"

As we walked through the streets we started our journey to Texas our pack members met us at the air port and we set off to our new destination. I was worried what if I fell for him again? What if I didn't want my Patty Cakes any more. Questions were filling my head by the second. I felt like I was having a panic attack. So much has happened over the years, I was scared to say the least. 

"Baby girl are you okay? You been awfully quite since I told you what was going to happen" Pat softly said. I could tell he was tense; he was afraid id snap at him.