THE GIRL BOOK 1

Chapter 9: the feelings

I sometimes don't understand my self at least and why do I exist in a world like this and the pain I feel physically was unbearable I felt cold..and alone

Nani pov
I watched her unconscious in the rusty chair squirming from the coldness of the chair she won't being seeing me anymore I watched as the doctor from the other side of the glass placing needles in her arm seeing her squirm I felt bad but it was the only way to figure out if she was telling the truth

EL.004 pov
I opened my eyes screaming from the pain I haven't recovered more pain from the shock of needles taking blood from my wrist I cried and screamed but nothing happened that never helps but it was worth a shot I screamed the words

El: Please let me go, get it off me let me goo

The needles shot out of my wrist feeling from the relief of less pain and more pain in my heart cause we are lab rats being tested on screaming the same words the glass broke and the two men in the room was shocked screaming more and more everything started to feel more less pain full everything was flying in the room Nani yelled from across

Nani: Stop it now

I didn't stop screaming I didn't want to feel no more pain no more of the testing no more of cell room with metal window bars I couldn't bare it more. I eventually stop screaming went back to crying the young man ran out of the room and came to me and said the exact words

Nani: Fighting back only get you...pain

I heard hurt in his voice he walked away leaving me in the chair all alone in the dark broken room
I had to control what was going on in my head but the feeling physically and emotionally is getting to me and fast.