Undercover (Delena Fanfic)

Undercover (Delena Fanfic) Ch6

Selena's P.O.V
I didn't want to just run away like that, it's hard to explain I wanted to stay and talk about it but something inside was screaming at me to leave, I couldn't help but feel bad actually, I really liked Demi and I really did want to kiss her.. just not like that, I wanted it to be like we both are sober and romantic, she probably thinks I'm a freak now, I don't remember anything that had happened, did I kiss her first? was it just like a small peck? I wanted to know but I think I need to give Demi space from me, she probably Doesn't even want to talk to me, which even thinking about that makes my heart hurt, I have a feeling in my stomach indescribable it's like I was just punched in the gut, I was sitting in my room all day.
"Selena, honey, you've been in your room all da..... What's wrong" I lifted my tear filled face from my knees and seen a blurry outline of my mother walking up to me, I really didn't like to been seen like this so I moved my face back into my knees and began to cry warm tears once again I felt a hand on my back "Selena please tell me what's wrong? you haven't came out of your room since you came home from Demi's did something happen over there?" I didn't answer I felt a tug at the bottom of my arm signaling me to get up, I woke stood to my feet which where shaking from sitting all day, I say on my bed facing my mom she wiped away my tear from my eyes and grabbed my chin, she looked into my eyes with hers "did something happen between you and Demi?" she asked an once again I didn't answer and she said "I can tell how much she means to you" I was confused how could she tell? I looked at her with a weird look and she laughed and hugged me tight "how can you tell?" I asked almost whispering
"I can tell baby girl, you have never really acted so happy around anyone since you've met Demi, and unless you're sad you left her house something had to have happened between you two" I half grinned thinking if me and Demi as a couple had that effect on me
"Okay well I was at her house and please don't be mad at me but we drank a little" my mom raised her eyebrow at me "what did you drink?"
"Moonshine I think it was called" my mom made a disgusted face saying "wasn't it nasty?"
"Very" I said laughing as my mom hugged me once again laughing with me "so what happened though?" she asked again I did a deep sigh and continued "well me and Demi ended up kissing and I didn't even remember which made me upset"
"So you left?"
"No.. well yes, something inside was telling me it would be better if I did"
I hadn't realize I began to cry again I just let my head hang down hoping my mom wouldn't see the tears
"Well if you care to listen to my opinion I think you should talk it out with her, make things right" I nodded and walked into the bathroom so I could make myself presentable when I looked into the mirror I seem the trail of makeup falling down along with the tears, I wiped the makeup off and walked over to Demi's house and knocked on the door, her moms car wasn't there and neither was her sisters, I knocked louder and nobody answered, I slowly opened the door and yelled "hello?" I felt like a huge creep just going into her house like this but I was determined to clear things up, I walked up the stairs slowly and Demi's door was closed I knocked on it and nobody answered, what if nobody is here at all that would make this so much more creepy, I opened the door and seen Demi laying on the floor, I ran up and see the blood running down her wrists, I shook her to try and wake her up maybe but nothing worked.