Undercover (Delena Fanfic)

Undercover (Delena Fanfic) Ch9

My stomach fell at the thought on what she was thinking inside, her mouth widened as she turned to look at me "I mean here, for the night" I quickly thought of a lie, she looked at her phone and back to me "dem, it's Sunday I can't" I thought for a minute and picked up my phone "I can get you excused" she looked at me confused and I smiled and called my teacher "hey Mrs.Cooper Selena Gomez and I can't make it tomorrow can you excuse us?"
"The new girl?" she questioned
"Yes, it's important. please!" She did a light laugh and answered "alright see you soon hopefully" I hung up and Selena looked very confused "we are excused now" she looked down at her phone "my mom wants me h.... wait when does the hospital not take visitors anymore?"
"Um I think it's 9 or 10 why?" she had a evil look on her face and said "you'll see" as she grabbed all of her stuff and ran out of the door, I was all alone in the hospital room.

Selena's P.O.V
It was already 8:30 and my mom goes to sleep early so she can get up early for work so I just need to sit around at home for a little bit and then my plan will work, when I got home I sat In the living room, which seemed like forever "hey Demi's alright?" my mom asked walking in, I smiled and nodded and she kissed the top of my head "she needs to stay another night because she lost too much blood" I said quietly "oh, well I need to get to bed soon I have to get up extra early tomorrow, I need to drive a few hours for a meeting" she began "love you" we both said at the same time, I looked at my phone and it's 9:45 I ran up to my room and yelled "goodnight" as my mom and dad both yelled "night." I said in my room for a little bit and then opened my window, I jumped out into the roof above the garage I slowly slid down to my car and turned it on speeding my way back to the hospital, I checked myself in and ran up to Demi, when I walked into her room she was asleep she looked so gorgeous just sleeping there peacefully, I sat on the couch beside the bed and caught my breath a little, it wasn't even a few seconds and she opened her eyes a little, she rubbed them and turned her head over towards me "sel?!" she smiled at me I got up and hugged her and sat beside her, I looked down at her bandages and I smile was gone it just reoccurred to me that the bandages where because of me, I laid my had on the top if them and played around with a loose string, I didn't realize I was crying until the tear slipped my eye and fell to her bandages, I felt her warm hand under my chin as she lifted my face up to her "Selena, I am begging you not to blame yourself, I overreact too much and I don't want you sad because IM stupid" she looked into my eyes as her voice sounded a little shaky I shook my head a little to break from her hand cupping my chin, I began I cry a little more because no matter what she had said I will always blame myself, I just sat there for a little bit as Demi rubbed my back and continuously whispered 'its okay' or 'I'm okay now' I tried to just get it out of my mind, I grabbed her arm and slowly pressed my lips against the bandages, I looked up at her and hugged her tight "Demi, please just text me next time" I whispered tightening my hug "I will, I did cut this time because you left an I thought you hated me" she said to me, I looked into her eyes and said "I wasn't mad, I just needed to think" I said we sat there for a second just looking at each other, I felt like I shouldn't be there just because the fact I snuck out of the house but if I get caught it will be for a good reason I will accept.

I moved myself and we where both laying on the hospital bed, I cuddled my head into her neck and put my hand in her stomach, I was so comfortable I felt like never getting up and the butterflies in my stomach seemed to never end, I was rubbing her stomach and I felt bump like things, I turned on the lamp which was very dim and looked where the bumps where, my mouth dropped there was cuts on her small beautiful stomach, I only got a small glimpse before she yanked her shirt back down, I looked up into her watery eyes, she was looking down I decided not to brig attention to it, tonight has been emotional "they're old" she said In Almost a whisper I looks up Into her eyes and she was starring at mine "Demi, I never knew to had experienced so much pain" she just kept looking and spoke up "you don't understand its like a bad habit I cant seem to break not matter how hard I tr....." I interrupted her but crashing my lips on hers, she put her hands on my cheeks and we kissed again, this felt perfect I didn't want it to end, I kissed her once again and pulled away "I know Demi, don't forget you're beautiful" she smiled at me and said "I don't think you actually get it though" I could tell she wasn't trying to be mean by the way she was saying it but I finally did something I didn't think I would do.
I pulled up my pant leg and showed her all the scars on my thigh, they where old scars but you could tell when they where deep when they where done, her face dropped and she glided her hand over them and I said "I do though."