Undercover (Delena Fanfic)

Undercover (Delena Fanfic) Ch7

Demi's P.O.V

I woke up in a hospital room, the last thing I remember was being so sad to where I cut, it has been so long since I cut I was doing so good I guess I proved to myself that I am not strong like I thought I was, I looked down and seen gauze wrapped rightly around my wrists I moved my arm and jumped by the sharp pain that had shot up my arms, it was not a new pain to me I used to experience the pain at least once or twice a week, I remember everything before the incident... why I did it and what my intention was, I was actually planning death.

"Ah Mrs. Lovato you're awake, and how are you feeling?" the doctor asked with a wide smile on his face
"Fine" I answered dryly "how did I get here?" I asked him but before he could answer my sister Maddie ran in the door and up to me crying hugging me tightly "dem are you okay?" she cried Into my shoulder, I started crying as well, did my whole family see me like this? I nodded and kissed her head "I'm okay baby girl don't worry" I said in a comforting voice I looked up and seen my other sister Dallas in the doorway sobbing silently, as soon as I seen her I burst into tears opening my arms she walked up slowly and wrapped her arms around me, I couldn't hug back because the pain would be unbearable "why?" she whispered into my ear still hugging me, "I don't remember" I lied to her, she looked up into my eyes and wiped the warm tears for me "if someone caused this I swear I will find them and beat their ass" I laughed a little and looked back over to the door, my mother was standing there "alone time please" she said to my sisters, she sounded annoyed but they walked out the door and she closed it behind her, she had bags under her eyes it looked like she was crying but had no tears left in her, she walked up and kissed my cheek "what happened Demi? you looked so happy when Selena was over and been she left this happeneds?" It was like I couldn't speak, all of my thoughts where all in one place and I couldn't think straight "I don't remember mom, I'm so sorry" I said letting more tears slide out, "for apologize, just please tell me this whole self harm thing is over with" she said concerned, she ne'er understood I can just stop when I want, I nodded just to relieve her and then the thought I wanted came to me "how did I get here?" I asked my mom
"Selena called us. she said there was a emergency and I needed to come home" I was shocked, Selena called? she found me? why was she back at my house? too many questions I had caught up in my head
"Is she here?" I asked my mother nodded "she slept here, she when down to get food, she also Doesn't know you're awake yet" I nodded and I my mom sat I the chair beside the bed, she had gotten me a smoothie, I took a sip it tasted amazing, I smiled at her and she kissed my forehead once again as smiled at me, I heard a fast knock on the door, my mom got up "is she awake?" I heard the similar voice ask "yeah in here" I looked over an Selena walked in quickly and smiled at me "can we be alone for a little bit" Selena asked my mom looked back at me an then back at Selena and nodded walking out, Selena walked up to me with a red face and was panting "I ran here as soon as I hear you where awake, Demi what happened?" Selena asked
"Long story" I said taking a small sip of my smoothie "please Demi" she said sitting on the bed I sighed "it's me isn't it" she said quietly looking down at the bed "Selena don't blame yourself, I was just upset you left" Selena looked up with tears pouring out "I'm sorry" she was barely able to say, I felt bad now I don't want her blaming herself, it was her though "Selena don't cry, I just overreacted because you had left and I felt alone and I regret it now but.." I was speaking quickly as Selena grabbed my chin and pressed her lips into mine "you will never be alone" Selena said as we nothin smiled, I wiped her tear away and I kissed her again, I felt like I was complete.