Chapter Ten

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(HANNAH'S P.O.V) (DREAM) (ZAYN & PERRIE'S WEDDING)

      "BANG!!!", a gun had been fired. As everybody turns to find the sorce of the noise. Perrie and I screamed,

                                                                        "ZAYN!!!!!!!!!!!"

He had been shot in the chest. He fell to the floor, dead.

                                                           (END DREAM)

I woke up screaming, tear rolling down my face. The dream felt so real. The boys all ran  into my room. Zayn pulled me into his arms. i tried to escape his embrace, but it was pointless. I cry into his chest.

                                   "Hannah, whats wrong?" Zayn asked me.

 I reply, still crying,                             

                                 "We were at your wedding and there was a loud bang. I turn around and saw that somebody had killed you by shotting you."

                                  "Hannah, It was just a dream." Zayn said

 I nodded. The dream felt so real.

                                 "Maybe some hot coco will make ya feel better." Liam suggested.

We all head downstairs and into the kitchen. The six of us sit around the counter. Harry made hot coco for all of us. Louis was the first to talk,

                   "Hannah, we need to talk."

The boys all have a look of concern on there faces. OH SHIT!!!!!! Did they find out that I cut? 

                      "You're hding something," he continued, "We need you to tell us."

I yelled without even thinking about what I was thinking,

                    "OK FINE! I'M EMO. I CUT MYSELF ON MY THIGHS SO YOU GUYS CAN'T SEE THE MARKS! mY STOMACH IS ALSO COVERED IN CUTS!! ON TOP OF IT, I HATE HOW YOU GUYS LIE TO ME. YOU DONT LOVE ME. THE ONLY REASON YOU ADOPTED ME WAS TO GET MORE PUBLICITY, SO YOU CAN CUT THE ACT.  I'M JUST SUPRISED YOU GUYS HAVE NOT RAPED ME YET, OR AT THE LEAST BEAT ME!!!! I DONT GET HOW YOU DONT SEE HOW MESSED UP I AM!!!!!!"

 The boys all looked at me with pure shoced looks on their faces. I quickly run back up to my room before they could hurt me.

(LIAM'S P.O.V)  (QUICK P.O.V)

The five of us lads just sit there in pure shock. I can't believe all of what Hannah just told us. I wish i could take the pain away. I want to let her forget the past, but i can't and it crushes me knowing there is nothing i can do to help my daughter.

"I can't believe this just happened." Louis said, looking completly crushed, "Somebody needs to go talk to her."

" I think it shoud you be you Niall," I replyed, looking at Niall, "She trusts you the most."

(HANNAH'S P.O.V)


I'm laying face down on my bed. I can't believe I just told them all of that. I am screwed!!!! Now they must REALLY hate me. I cry into my pillow. There is a knock at my door,

(NIALL & HANNAH CONVO)

"Hannah, it's Niall. Can I come in?" (Niall)

"Why not." (Hannah)

Niall sits next to me on my bed. I sit up.

"Are you ok?" (Niall)

"Yeah. I just got so overwhelmed that i just blurted all that out. I'm sorry I yelled at you guys."(Hannah)

" It's ok. We do love you. I hope you know that." (Niall)

 "Ok." (Hannah)

'Is all of what you said true?" (Niall)

"Yes. It is true." (Hannah)

"Do you want to talk about it?" (Niall)

"Honestly, I don't want to. I really just want to sleep." (Hannah)

"Ok sweetheart. If you change your mind, come downstairs." (Niall)

                                                                (END CONVO)

As soon as Niall leaves, I pull out my story journal.I have not cut myself in forever. With my eating disorder, I haven't went through a relaspe yet. I NEVER want to have that happen. I'm in my room for about an hour, before I go downstairs. Louis, Zayn, Harry and Liam are all sitting around the livingroom. The movie, Toy Story 3 was playing on the big screen. I sit next to Louis, snuggling up next to him. He smiled at me. Niall came in and sat down next to Liam. We all sat together and watched the rest of the movie. Liam even cried a few times. He LOVES the Toy Story triolgy. After the movie was over, the boys all turn to me,

                         "Hannah," Zayn started, "I need a favor from you.'

                      "What is the favor?"  I ask hesitently.

'Perrie wants you to be a brismaid in our wedding. Would you do that for me?" (Zayn)

"Of course." I reply

"Splended. She is going dress shopping tommorow." Zayn said, with a smile on his face.

I smiled. I have never been to a wedding before.

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