The Good, The Bad and The Wanted...

Tears...

Rikki's P.OV: 

Its all our fault, or infact my fault if i didn't back chat to that security gaurd everything would be back to normal. Whatever them girls are doing down there is my fault, i caused it.  I sat in the bedroom, or should i say the empty wardrobe. I sat there like a statue, tears rolling silently down my face, all i could think about was what i had said. How rude i was. I wanted to get changed but my suitcase was in the living room. The door was still unlocked so anyone could enter, thats why im in here. I always used to hide in my wadrobe if i was scared or upset. It didnt matter, i always sat in the wadrobe, sometimes i even fell asleep, I was just about to fall asleep when i heard the door open. I was breathing silently or a quiet as i could get, i quickly wiped away the tears from my face. ' Rikki' a voice said, it was Nathan. I still wasnt willing to talk to anyone at that moment in time. ' Rikki' he said again, ' I know your in there.' there was a long pause. ' Come on Rikki' ' Piss Off.' i said stubbornly. ' I know where you are now.' he said and opened the door. He clambered in with me, sitting the opposit end to me, then shut the door.

' What was that about?' he asked. I shook my head then put it inbetween my legs. Tears rolled down my eyes ' I hate it cramped on that bus day and night, haveing limits. I hate not being able to see my friends and go cottons.' i complained. His face drooped slightly. ' You dont understand, this is your job your used to it, im not used to it. I dont like being cooped up.' i said again, and again his face drooped slightly. ' Im sorry, i didnt mean to hurt you, its just the truth.' I said and ran. I dont know where, i just ran. I ran pass the screaming, but voilent, fans. Somehow I ended up in a park, freezing cold and with nothing but a phone with low battery. 

I sat on a swing whilst my phone is buzzing like crazy but i cant be bothered to anwser any of the texts. Until one catches my eye. It was from Nathan, it said

Rikki, if your reading this please, please, please tell me where you are, so we can come get you, please Nath xxx 

Tears trickled down my face, and i text back. 

Im in a park, i dont exactly know where,but I know its called Larrow Hodge park

I text him back, i was now cold, hungry, tired and scared as night approached, it dawned on me that this was at least 2 hours walking distance, so they would be here really late and it would be really dark. I dont like the dark unless im sleeping or with someone. I sat on the wing for an hour because its always quicker on foot. Then heard my name being repeatedly shouted. I stood up too afraid to move. Then Demi came running towards me and I still just stood there.

When she came over he hugged me so tightly. ' Im sorry' i whispered over and over again. Then we had to go back to the bus. It was silent, too silent. We got to the bus and i froze wondering what would happen. Demi dragged me on, and i ran past everyone and to the table. I then sat at the end, frozen. I can't look anyone in the eye, not now, not after that. We were heading back to the hotel. I really didnt want to see anyone. Especially Nathan for a reason, me saying that i didnt want to be here kinda means that i didnt want us to happen in a way. But i do, but its just i dont like it here. I just sat there, until we reached the hotel, im getting more and more socailly akward everyday. I ran into the hotel, past the people and went to the hotel room. I opened the door, slammed it shut. 

I ran to my room, kicked off my shoes and climbed into the wardrobe. I fell asleep after an hour of just sitting there, staring off into space.