Rikki's P.O.V:
I woke up, in my bed i'm in the clothes i was wearing yesterday. Except for my shoes, my shoes have been taken off, and they are over the other side of the room. I wiped my eyes sleepily, I got out of bed and went over to my wadrobe. I took out my high waisted shorts, a white crop top that said Smitten Kitten on, and my red and white Supras, I finished it off with braclets. I then, brushed my hair and then put it up in a Katniss Everdeen plait.
I then walked out into the living room, to find everyone asleep. I snuck into the kitchen and grabbed a bowl, some cereal and milk. I poured it out then went and ate it in my room. I finished half of it, I put it on the side. ' I feel so fat' i whispered and made my way to the bathroom. I collasped on the floor infront of the toilet. I know this is dangerous, of course i do.
Nathan's P.O.V:
I woke up and heard someone or something throwing up. I go and check Rikki's bedroom. She isn't in there. I then walk own the hall way and find myself looking at Rikki' leaning over the toilet. I grabbed her hand before she could stick her finger down her throat. ' Why are you doing this?' I asked. ' Why are you doing this' she asked. ' Doing what?' ' Loving me, i mean why me?' ' Do you wanna know why?' ' THATS WHAT I JUST SAID ISN'T IT' ' WELL, I LOVE YOU BECAUSE I HAVE TO, MANAGMENT TOLD ME, ITS PART OF MY JOB' I yelled then I took a step backwards. Shit what have i just done?
' Rikki... Listen' i said before her fist made contact with my jaw. ' YOU BASTARD I HATE YOU!' She screamed then ran off. ' What have you done Nath?' Max asked ' I TOLD HER THAT WE HAD TO BE IN LOVE WITH THEM FOR THE MEDIA' I yelled then stormed out!
Nessie's P.O.V:
' W...What' i stuttered. ' Ness, it started like that but its not like that any more. Babe' ' D..dont call me that, im not your babe.' i screamed running out. It went the same way for Demi. I cant believe they would do that, they are such dickheads.
Rikki's P.O.V:
I ran and ran until i couldnt keep anything in no more. Shit my life is fucking shit, i hate it, i wish i was dead, i hate Nathan and everyone else on this cruel earth. I ended up at cottons park. I love this park so many good memories. With Demi Ness and everyone else. I wish everyone could just not cheat or lie. I wish i was dead. It was quite early and quite cold. I had my phone on me aswell, but i was really cold. I managed to crawl into the little wendy house that was there before breaking down into tears.
No matter how many times my phone rang, it was never Nathan. Only ever Siva, Jay, Ness or Demi. I went on to Facebook and changed my realationship status to single then i went to twitter and tweeted.
RikkiWuzHere: Dear people of twitter, you hated on me because i was dating Nathan. No need to hate on me any more because me and Nathan are finished. He lied to me and nothing can change that.
The first boy i loved, now the first boy i hate. Nathan James Sykes, I HATE YOU!
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The Good, The Bad and The Wanted...
Fanfiction"Forget about all the reasons why something may not work. You only need to find one good reason why it will." - Dr. Robert Anthony
