Rikki's P.O.V:
Weeks later, i was let out of the hospital. Luckily Bolton was the last place on tour. During theat period of time Nathan stayed with me, most of the time. He had to pop out a few times, to get me my clothes and proper food. Once the papparazi had escaped into here, and tried to ask me alot of questions i didnt answer.
The one thing that was consistant through out my time at the hospital is the nightmare, the nightmare i had on my first night. You know the one im talking about. It kept happening, i havent slept in days, i hate it, i hate myself, i hate my life, the only thing worth living for is Nathan. Nathan is the only boy that has made me feel happy in all of my life. I just wish i knew how he felt about me. I mean properly. Sometimes i sat on the hospital bed, blanked out and just thought of home and how i miss it soo much. Luckily for me we are going home, but im not going to see Nathan because he's ging back to gloucster, so i dont know whats going to happen.
'Rikki, whats going to happen when we get back' He asked. ' Just forget' I told him. ' But I dont want to forget.' he told me. It sounded just like the hunger games, hottie alert Josh Hutcherson. I thought, I knew i shouldnt be calling other people fit right noww because i still curently have a boyfriend. But i dont know what to do, move on and stop time and just stare. This isnt normal, i want my normal ordinary life back. Gosh i have to choose between Love and Life.........................
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